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<i>It's 2015,
and people still act like marriage</i>

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<i>is some sort of
crowning achievement for women.</i>

3
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<i>That is a trap I did not fall into.</i>

4
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Some people prefer to really feel like
they're holding a knife in their hands.

5
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<i>I dove in headfirst.</i>

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Most professional chefs, they prefer...

7
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<i>I don't normally quiver
for cutlery,</i>

8
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<i>but I'm getting married in six weeks,
so here we are.</i>

9
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- Does that mean it's sharper?
- Scary sharp.

10
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And she ain't cheap,
but she is the superior blade.

11
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Well, baby, we can't start married life
with inferior blades.

12
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So you wanna choose a knife
that feels comfortable in your hand.

13
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What do you think of the Zwilling?

14
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<i>Snap out of it, psycho.</i>

15
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It's heavier.

16
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She has the touch.

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Oh... Well...

18
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I think being a petite woman,
you'll find the Miyabi easier to manage.

19
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<i>I've managed
to not eat lunch for six years</i>

20
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<i>just to have this joker call me petite.</i>

21
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<i>Petite is what they call short fat girls.</i>

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<i>I should know. I used to be one.</i>

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Text your mom.

24
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- Let her know we're officially registered.
- Okay.

25
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<i>Luke Harrison the Fourth
played D1 lacrosse at Colgate,</i>

26
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<i>kite surfs on Nantucket,</i>

27
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<i>and skis in Vail because Aspen
is lousy with the nouveau riche.</i>

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Mmm.

29
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<i>He calls me "babe"
with the finest of intentions.</i>

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- Let's go, babe.
- Yeah.

31
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<i>Heretofore, it is his birthright to marry
a blond insect of Norwegian descent</i>

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<i>with a gender-ambiguous name,
like Landry or Devon,</i>

33
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<i>who can spot my grift a mile away.</i>

34
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Hey, can we get pizza?

35
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Who are you, and what have you done
with my fiancée?

36
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<i>I'm not to the manor born,</i>

37
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<i>but I have something
no trust fund can buy...</i>

38
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<i>the edge.</i>

39
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<i>It doesn't take much in Luke's world.</i>

40
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<i>Love your work, hate babies,
even the cute ones,</i>

41
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<i>have a few lurid secrets,</i>

42
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<i>and be eternally grateful that Luke
knows all of them and still loves me.</i>

43
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Um, my mom is asking
if the invites went out.

44
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Mm. Yeah, once I approve the font.

45
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- Once you approve the font?
- Yes.

46
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Oh. Once Ani approves the font.

47
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Thank you.

48
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Oh, she's saying
they should go out six weeks before.

49
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- Jesus, are we at six weeks already?
- Yeah.

50
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Whoa, we are at six weeks.

51
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All done here?

52
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- Yeah, maybe just a box, please.
- Sure.

53
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- Loo.
- Okay.

54
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<i>Someone once called me an animal.</i>

55
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<i>One wrong move and Luke will see it too.</i>

56
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Hmm.

57
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You can just take that. Thank you.

58
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Jesus. What happened?

59
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Waitress spilled soda
all over the pizza and my dress.

60
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Oh no.

61
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It's gonna be okay, babe. Okay?

62
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Come on, I'll help you.

63
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Baby, I love you.

64
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Oh! Oh my God.

65
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- I'm so full.
- You hardly ate anything.

66
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<i>Okay, so maybe I keep
some secrets from him,</i>

67
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<i>but no one has ever made me feel so safe.</i>

68
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I'm proud of you
for eating carbs, babe.

69
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I wanna see every one of you
dripping in sweat.

70
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Nothing is so bad that you can't do it
for ten more seconds.

71
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Ugh! Nineteen minutes?

72
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Some people have jobs to get to.

73
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I mean, not me, but some people.

74
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But I can't be late today.

75
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Oh my God. Are you meeting
the documentary director today?

76
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Yes.

77
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Okay, well,
you're not gonna be late on my watch.

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<i>Nell Rutherford has been fostering
me since freshman year of college.</i>

79
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I know you never take the subway.

80
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Oh God, no, no, no.
I-I really... I really hate this.

81
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Okay. By your side.

82
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<i>Nell is a natural blond
with a trust fund.</i>

83
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<i>I'm a try-hard former financial-aid kid.</i>

84
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<i>We both hate where we came from.</i>

85
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Your mom's coming this weekend, right?

86
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Oh, yes.

87
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She's been to TJ Maxx three times

88
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to try to find an outfit for my fitting
at Saks Fifth Avenue on<i> the </i>5th Avenue.

89
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Wow, what is the opposite of a legend?

90
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Okay, I think this one is the most you.

91
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What? Only You Pro?

92
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Oh.

93
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Would you pick it?

94
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I mean, I'm not getting married
until we have a woman for president,

95
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so I guess we'll know soon enough.

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Uh...

97
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I, uh... I'm still scared
I'm making a mistake.

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Getting married?

99
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No. No, like is Only You Pro
the font of a trash slut

100
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who doesn't know how to pass
the salt and pepper shakers together.

101
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Oh my God, there is no such thing
as a slutty font. It doesn't exist.

102
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God, I can't breathe.

103
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Oh my God.

104
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It's okay.

105
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Oh my God. Oh my God.

106
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This is normal. Okay?
This happens all the time.

107
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<i>We are experiencing a delay...</i>

108
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- It's no big deal.
- ...<i>due to train traffic ahead of us.</i>

109
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<i>Thank you for your patience.</i>

110
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You okay?

111
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There we go. See?

112
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<i>Next stop 34th Street-Herald Square.</i>

113
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- And we're moving. Okay.
- Oh my God.

114
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<i>Ugh! Eleanor Whitman.
Brought in from</i> The Atlantic

115
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<i>to elevate the overly-sex
fashion glossy where I work.</i>

116
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How was your weekend?

117
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I feel like I ran a half-marathon
through Williams-Sonoma.

118
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- Williams-Sonoma?
- Yeah.

119
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You should register for a few pieces
at Scully and Scully if you can.

120
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I'm sure Luke's family
would go in on them.

121
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<i>The fuck is Scully and Scully?</i>

122
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Obsessed with Scully and Scully.

123
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My bedroom sconces are from there.

124
00:08:03,791 --> 00:08:05,041
Mmm.

125
00:08:09,458 --> 00:08:12,416
<i>Eleanor gets to write about topics
with gravitas,</i>

126
00:08:12,500 --> 00:08:15,625
<i>like the wage gap
and women in Afghanistan.</i>

127
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<i>I'm on another equally important beat.</i>

128
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Your voice, Miss FaNelli...

129
00:08:21,958 --> 00:08:24,041
is simply peerless.

130
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My jaw hurts
after reading that.

131
00:08:31,750 --> 00:08:34,041
<i>This is what sells our magazine.</i>

132
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<i>Apparently men's pleasure
is of global importance.</i>

133
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So a recent study
in the<i> American Journal of Public Health</i>

134
00:08:54,875 --> 00:08:58,916
found that last year,
30% of sexual assault survivors

135
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had to pay $940 for their own rape kits.

136
00:09:02,375 --> 00:09:03,791
That's a girl's whole paycheck.

137
00:09:03,875 --> 00:09:05,000
Right. So I was thinking

138
00:09:05,083 --> 00:09:07,625
"The Real Cost of Sexual Assault"
as the cover line.

139
00:09:07,708 --> 00:09:10,166
Oh! Lavender. Retch.

140
00:09:11,250 --> 00:09:13,166
Hmm.

141
00:09:13,250 --> 00:09:16,500
How about, "When Your Rape
Costs More than Your Rent"?

142
00:09:17,875 --> 00:09:20,166
Now that gets us on<i> The Today Show.</i>

143
00:09:21,833 --> 00:09:23,000
Mm...

144
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Miss FaNelli, give me something skanky
to keep the lights on.

145
00:09:27,166 --> 00:09:28,416
Okay.

146
00:09:29,708 --> 00:09:31,333
Let's see, skanky...

147
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Okay, a new study
in the<i> Journal of Kinesiology</i>

148
00:09:35,791 --> 00:09:39,250
found that nasal breathing
is optimal for sports performance

149
00:09:39,333 --> 00:09:41,791
and is used by some
of the top athletes around the world.

150
00:09:41,875 --> 00:09:46,333
So, "Five Weeks to an Olympian Blow Job:

151
00:09:46,958 --> 00:09:48,541
Breathe Like a Top Athlete

152
00:09:48,625 --> 00:09:52,083
to Last Longer and Go Deeper than His Ex."

153
00:09:55,791 --> 00:09:58,041
When I count my blessings,
I count you twice.

154
00:09:58,833 --> 00:10:00,666
- Draft by the end of the week?
- Yeah.

155
00:10:01,875 --> 00:10:03,559
Thank you, everyone.

156
00:10:03,583 --> 00:10:04,583
Come with me.

157
00:10:09,333 --> 00:10:12,541
It's gonna be your name on the masthead
of<i> The New York Times Magazine.</i>

158
00:10:13,208 --> 00:10:16,166
Lower than mine, but it beats
a Cuisinart for a wedding gift.

159
00:10:18,375 --> 00:10:21,375
<i>I am this close
to becoming Ani Harrison,</i>

160
00:10:21,458 --> 00:10:24,291
<i>senior editor
at</i> The New York Times Magazine,

161
00:10:24,375 --> 00:10:26,708
<i>to becoming someone people can respect.</i>

162
00:10:37,541 --> 00:10:41,833
<i>Abstaining from lunch allows me to squat
in Eleanor's office when I need it.</i>

163
00:10:54,208 --> 00:10:58,166
<i>One day, I'll have a corner office
with my own insufferable display</i>

164
00:10:58,250 --> 00:11:01,416
<i>of prestigious
and frankly phallic-looking awards.</i>

165
00:11:02,416 --> 00:11:05,375
<i>Until then, I pretend I'm important.</i>

166
00:11:12,166 --> 00:11:13,958
<i>The rock was Luke's grandmother's.</i>

167
00:11:14,041 --> 00:11:17,291
<i>Oh. Pardon me, his Nana's.</i>

168
00:11:18,083 --> 00:11:20,666
<i>He told me
I could reset it in a diamond band,</i>

169
00:11:21,166 --> 00:11:23,250
<i>what all the girls are doing now.</i>

170
00:11:23,333 --> 00:11:25,666
<i>Exactly why I will never.</i>

171
00:11:25,750 --> 00:11:28,333
<i>I intend to send a very clear message.</i>

172
00:11:28,416 --> 00:11:30,500
<i>This is an heirloom.</i>

173
00:11:31,500 --> 00:11:34,916
<i>We don't just have money.
We come from money.</i>

174
00:11:35,750 --> 00:11:37,750
<i>Take your best shot.

175
00:11:37,833 --> 00:11:39,666
Hey, Ani. Good to see you again.

176
00:11:39,750 --> 00:11:41,875
Sorry to make you
come all the way to Midtown.

177
00:11:41,958 --> 00:11:43,416
Katie, thank you so much.

178
00:11:43,500 --> 00:11:45,541
Can you please remind Benjamin
that I need the art

179
00:11:45,625 --> 00:11:46,916
for the wage-gap story?

180
00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:48,750
Um, the what story?

181
00:11:48,833 --> 00:11:52,000
<i>The smart story I just made up
to sound more impressive.</i>

182
00:11:52,083 --> 00:11:53,083
Ask Penelope.

183
00:11:56,791 --> 00:11:59,625
- Sit, please.
<i>- </i>I appreciate you making the time.

184
00:11:59,708 --> 00:12:01,208
- Mm-hmm.
- Uh...

185
00:12:02,250 --> 00:12:05,500
I know you said that the documentary
was not the right choice at the moment,

186
00:12:05,583 --> 00:12:09,041
but there's been a pretty sizable
development since the last time we spoke.

187
00:12:09,125 --> 00:12:12,708
Your former classmate, Dean Barton,
has signed on to be interviewed.

188
00:12:13,250 --> 00:12:14,916
<i>Keep it the fuck together, FaNelli.</i>

189
00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:17,583
I guess it shouldn't be a surprise
he has a new book to promote.

190
00:12:17,666 --> 00:12:20,000
I'm sure you saw his speech
before Congress this summer.

191
00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:21,666
<i>Only 200 times.</i>

192
00:12:21,750 --> 00:12:22,750
No.

193
00:12:23,083 --> 00:12:26,500
Oh, it was a plea to tighten
firearm background checks in Pennsylvania.

194
00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:29,458
<i>Your ring. Show him your ring.</i>

195
00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:36,291
I'm afraid I've been preoccupied
this summer with planning the wedding

196
00:12:36,375 --> 00:12:39,500
and the magazine's initiative
with Hillary's campaign.

197
00:12:40,083 --> 00:12:42,723
I can't imagine what it's like
to have people grilling you about it

198
00:12:42,791 --> 00:12:44,291
so many years later.

199
00:12:45,166 --> 00:12:47,958
You're a survivor of the deadliest
private-school shooting in history.

200
00:12:48,041 --> 00:12:50,958
And the reason it continues
to captivate public interest

201
00:12:51,041 --> 00:12:53,666
is because there are still
so many questions you never answered.

202
00:12:54,291 --> 00:12:57,375
People wanna know were you a hero
or an accomplice?

203
00:12:58,291 --> 00:12:59,875
I had absolutely nothing to do with it.

204
00:12:59,958 --> 00:13:01,958
- Then why does Dean say you did?
<i>- </i>I don't know.

205
00:13:02,041 --> 00:13:04,125
Don't you wanna tell your side
of the story?

206
00:13:04,208 --> 00:13:06,833
Miss FaNelli. Right at home, I see.

207
00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:09,684
I need three to five cover line tries
for the simultaneous orgasm story

208
00:13:09,708 --> 00:13:11,083
by the time I get back from lunch.

209
00:13:17,083 --> 00:13:20,166
LoLo Vincent,
editor-in-chief of<i> The Women's Bible.</i>

210
00:13:20,250 --> 00:13:22,083
Aaron Wickersham, independent filmmaker.

211
00:13:22,166 --> 00:13:25,958
Oh, that's right. I saw your short at the
Toronto Film Festival a few years back.

212
00:13:26,041 --> 00:13:28,333
Are you our hot guy of the month
for December?

213
00:13:29,083 --> 00:13:32,458
Actually, I'm working on a documentary
about gun violence in schools.

214
00:13:33,416 --> 00:13:34,750
I'm hoping to talk to...

215
00:13:34,833 --> 00:13:35,833
<i>Don't say it.</i>

216
00:13:35,916 --> 00:13:36,916
...TifAni.

217
00:13:37,250 --> 00:13:38,250
Oh.

218
00:13:38,791 --> 00:13:40,458
I always forget that's your name.

219
00:13:42,166 --> 00:13:43,208
Ani's pithier.

220
00:13:49,250 --> 00:13:50,916
My team has spent the last year

221
00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:53,125
researching the incident
at your high school.

222
00:13:53,208 --> 00:13:55,666
My intention is not to upset you
by saying this,

223
00:13:55,750 --> 00:13:58,708
but we've uncovered
a very different side to the story.

224
00:13:58,791 --> 00:14:01,333
I promise you,
I'm only after the truth here.

225
00:14:01,416 --> 00:14:04,336
I give you my word that our work together
will not cause you further harm.

226
00:14:04,416 --> 00:14:06,375
<i>As long as you get
your sensational story.</i>

227
00:14:07,625 --> 00:14:11,541
I'm sorry, but there's just no way that
you can promise me something like that.

228
00:14:15,750 --> 00:14:17,708
What if I said I believe you, Ani?

229
00:14:20,375 --> 00:14:21,375
Thank you.

230
00:15:11,791 --> 00:15:14,708
Oh, it looks like a castle, TifAni.

231
00:15:15,208 --> 00:15:17,875
I always think they're gonna drive
nicer cars in the Main Line.

232
00:15:17,958 --> 00:15:19,583
It's such a hoity-toity area.

233
00:15:19,666 --> 00:15:20,666
Mom.

234
00:15:20,708 --> 00:15:21,875
Hmm.

235
00:15:21,958 --> 00:15:28,208
One hundred percent of the students
who received this writing scholarship...

236
00:15:28,291 --> 00:15:30,791
- Ended up at a tier-one university.
- ...ended up...

237
00:15:30,875 --> 00:15:34,500
I know you think I'm a broken record,
but college is where you meet the people

238
00:15:34,583 --> 00:15:37,416
who are gonna be in your life
for a very long time, TifAni,

239
00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:40,250
and the caliber of men
is just not there at a state school.

240
00:15:40,333 --> 00:15:41,500
Okay, Mom.

241
00:15:42,083 --> 00:15:44,000
This is it. This is the beginning.

242
00:15:44,083 --> 00:15:45,208
Bye.

243
00:15:52,708 --> 00:15:54,875
You're already
the prettiest girl in school.

244
00:15:54,958 --> 00:15:56,041
Mom! Shh!

245
00:15:57,166 --> 00:16:01,250
<i>♪ I don't think I like you much ♪</i>

246
00:16:01,333 --> 00:16:04,958
<i>♪ Heaven knows what a girl can do ♪</i>

247
00:16:05,583 --> 00:16:08,708
<i>♪ Heaven knows what you've got to prove ♪</i>

248
00:16:08,791 --> 00:16:10,750
<i>♪ I think I'm paranoid ♪</i>

249
00:16:11,416 --> 00:16:13,976
<i>I spent the first few weeks
at the esteemed Brentley School</i>

250
00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:15,791
<i>navigating the various cliques.</i>

251
00:16:16,416 --> 00:16:18,083
<i>There were the popular kids...</i>

252
00:16:18,583 --> 00:16:20,208
- Hi.
<i>- </i>Hi.

253
00:16:20,291 --> 00:16:21,458
<i>...the smart kids,</i>

254
00:16:21,541 --> 00:16:23,000
<i>and everybody else.</i>

255
00:16:23,833 --> 00:16:26,916
<i>Plus the very cool teacher
who noticed my talent right away.</i>

256
00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,791
"Holden is what we call
an unreliable narrator,

257
00:16:29,875 --> 00:16:33,375
someone whose version
of the truth can't be trusted."

258
00:16:33,916 --> 00:16:37,541
That's a line from the exceptional essay
by TifAni FaNelli.

259
00:16:37,625 --> 00:16:39,916
Welcome to Brentley. Congratulations.

260
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,166
<i>♪ She's a genius in a bottle, baby ♪</i>

261
00:16:42,250 --> 00:16:43,309
Stop.

262
00:16:46,833 --> 00:16:47,958
Oh, thanks.

263
00:16:53,250 --> 00:16:55,708
<i>The one thing
they all had that I didn't?</i>

264
00:16:56,416 --> 00:16:57,416
<i>Pedigree.</i>

265
00:16:58,083 --> 00:16:59,125
Yo, Hilary.

266
00:16:59,208 --> 00:17:01,375
- Yo, Dean.
<i>- </i>Get me some Swedish Fish.

267
00:17:10,708 --> 00:17:11,750
Oh.

268
00:17:12,250 --> 00:17:13,500
Don't worry, I got you.

269
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,041
Uh... Don't use a tray.

270
00:17:18,625 --> 00:17:19,708
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

271
00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:22,875
Okay.

272
00:17:27,458 --> 00:17:29,000
Come on, come sit with us.

273
00:17:29,708 --> 00:17:31,125
Liam! Over here.

274
00:17:31,208 --> 00:17:32,458
Peyton, take that<i>.</i>

275
00:17:32,958 --> 00:17:34,458
- Hey, girl.
- Hey.

276
00:17:35,208 --> 00:17:38,625
- What's up, TifAni?
- Shit, homeboy's already called dibs.

277
00:17:38,708 --> 00:17:41,500
I showed her where the language room was
this morning, shitbrain.

278
00:17:43,541 --> 00:17:45,666
- What do I owe you, Finny?
- Finny?

279
00:17:45,750 --> 00:17:49,291
Tif-Finny.

280
00:17:49,375 --> 00:17:50,375
Don't worry about it.

281
00:17:50,416 --> 00:17:53,166
Only Dean would let a financial-aid kid
buy him lunch.

282
00:17:53,250 --> 00:17:54,250
Oh.

283
00:17:55,416 --> 00:17:56,791
It's a writing scholarship.

284
00:17:57,583 --> 00:17:59,958
That only low-income students
can apply for.

285
00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:00,875
Liv...

286
00:18:00,958 --> 00:18:07,208
Hmm. And yet, you're John D. Rockefeller's
great-great-great-granddaughter,

287
00:18:07,291 --> 00:18:10,458
and you still lost
the Salinger Essay Award to, uh...

288
00:18:10,541 --> 00:18:11,416
Okay.

289
00:18:11,500 --> 00:18:14,541
Uh, Olivia had to change her last name
from Rockefeller to Kaplan

290
00:18:14,625 --> 00:18:16,125
due to a kidnapping threat.

291
00:18:16,208 --> 00:18:20,625
- It's been a harrowing time for her.
- Jesus. Finny, watch out for this freak.

292
00:18:21,416 --> 00:18:24,500
Choke on your Swedish Fish, Dean.
You're such a dick.

293
00:18:29,791 --> 00:18:34,541
<i>...gun control. And they equate it
with an effort to take away their guns.</i>

294
00:18:34,625 --> 00:18:37,541
<i>And I used to be one of them, Rachel,</i>

295
00:18:37,625 --> 00:18:40,083
<i>until I realized that the bill
we are proposing</i>

296
00:18:40,166 --> 00:18:42,126
<i>wouldn't have threatened
my constitutional rights.</i>

297
00:18:42,208 --> 00:18:45,291
<i>But it would have ensured
that the gun that severed my spinal cord</i>

298
00:18:45,375 --> 00:18:47,416
<i>was registered,
locked away in a safe place,</i>

299
00:18:47,500 --> 00:18:52,000
<i>out of the hands of the dangerous,
mentally-unstable individuals that...</i>

300
00:18:52,083 --> 00:18:53,208
Why are we watching this?

301
00:18:53,291 --> 00:18:55,166
<i>We... We so appreciate you...</i>

302
00:18:55,250 --> 00:18:57,000
That director reached out again.

303
00:18:57,083 --> 00:18:58,083
Oh.

304
00:18:59,166 --> 00:19:00,166
What does he want?

305
00:19:01,875 --> 00:19:03,541
Dean's doing the documentary now.

306
00:19:05,833 --> 00:19:06,958
Nice.

307
00:19:08,333 --> 00:19:10,541
It's a last-ditch effort
to get you to do it.

308
00:19:11,333 --> 00:19:13,916
You're the story. You're the one
who's never gone on record.

309
00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:15,000
He needs you.

310
00:19:18,958 --> 00:19:19,958
Hey.

311
00:19:22,750 --> 00:19:25,083
You should do it
if you feel you need to do it.

312
00:19:26,416 --> 00:19:28,958
But remember, you don't have to
defend yourself to me

313
00:19:29,041 --> 00:19:30,625
or to anyone who really knows you.

314
00:19:32,333 --> 00:19:33,875
Who cares what anyone else thinks?

315
00:19:33,958 --> 00:19:37,166
<i>So easy to say
when everyone loves you, Luke.</i>

316
00:19:37,250 --> 00:19:39,166
- Can I give you some good news?
<i>- </i>Yeah.

317
00:19:43,333 --> 00:19:45,625
They wanna make the London offer
attractive to both of us.

318
00:19:46,208 --> 00:19:48,517
<i>Luke's firm wants to pay him
fuck-your-feelings-money</i>

319
00:19:48,541 --> 00:19:49,541
<i>to move to London,</i>

320
00:19:50,166 --> 00:19:52,375
<i>where I'll be barefoot
and pregnant in a year.</i>

321
00:19:52,458 --> 00:19:55,833
John said this is ranked number six
globally when it comes to MFA programs.

322
00:19:55,916 --> 00:19:56,916
Come on, Luke.

323
00:19:57,708 --> 00:20:00,250
You know MFA programs
are just for white girls

324
00:20:00,333 --> 00:20:01,708
who can't get paid to write.

325
00:20:02,708 --> 00:20:04,125
I thought you'd be elated.

326
00:20:04,916 --> 00:20:10,041
It's just, um... LoLo mentioned today
that she's in the final stages

327
00:20:10,125 --> 00:20:13,333
of reviewing her contract
with<i> The New York Times Magazine.</i>

328
00:20:14,333 --> 00:20:17,458
I'm sorry, Ani,
but how many times have you heard this?

329
00:20:18,750 --> 00:20:21,500
Until there's an offer on the table,
none of it is real.

330
00:20:22,166 --> 00:20:23,166
London is real.

331
00:20:24,541 --> 00:20:27,333
This is a real opportunity for you.

332
00:20:30,916 --> 00:20:33,000
Okay, I'll think about it.

333
00:20:33,583 --> 00:20:35,916
- Think about it. Going for a run.
- Okay.

334
00:20:38,958 --> 00:20:40,638
Think of it as a fresh start, babe.

335
00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:47,500
This is so fun.

336
00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:56,750
- Go. You got it.
- All right. All right.

337
00:20:56,833 --> 00:20:57,833
Watch this.

338
00:20:58,291 --> 00:21:00,000
Oh my God.

339
00:21:01,208 --> 00:21:03,958
Liam is, like, doing
a mating dance or something.

340
00:21:05,041 --> 00:21:06,875
He is so yummy right now.

341
00:21:10,375 --> 00:21:11,583
Move your legs!

342
00:21:11,666 --> 00:21:13,541
Hey, yo, Peyton, watch this.

343
00:21:13,625 --> 00:21:17,958
- Oh! Oh! Hey! Oh.
- Okay.

344
00:21:18,541 --> 00:21:20,166
- Ah!
- What...

345
00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:21,750
- What the fuck?
- Relax.

346
00:21:21,833 --> 00:21:24,333
You're fucking weird.
Get the fuck away from me.

347
00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:26,000
- Relax, man.
- This fucking guy.

348
00:21:26,083 --> 00:21:27,458
- Come on.
- I'm gonna kill him.

349
00:21:27,541 --> 00:21:28,833
Ah!

350
00:21:28,916 --> 00:21:29,916
Hey.

351
00:21:30,458 --> 00:21:32,583
He's so cute!

352
00:21:34,500 --> 00:21:37,000
Arthur, I think I might be pregnant.

353
00:21:37,083 --> 00:21:39,958
Oh, yeah. You guys' kids
are gonna need a fucking tutor.

354
00:21:40,458 --> 00:21:43,375
Why... Why do I feel like
you just did something ill-advised?

355
00:21:43,458 --> 00:21:45,541
Dude, you promised no horseshit tonight.

356
00:21:45,625 --> 00:21:48,041
Well, promises are meant
to be broken, <i>mon chéri.</i>

357
00:21:50,250 --> 00:21:51,250
Oh!

358
00:21:57,958 --> 00:22:00,208
He's got a flask. Let's go.

359
00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:04,875
- Oh, Arthur. Arthur. Arthur.
- Arthur.

360
00:22:04,958 --> 00:22:06,125
Arthur, stop.

361
00:22:06,208 --> 00:22:08,083
You need to come with me, now.

362
00:22:11,666 --> 00:22:12,666
Come with me.

363
00:22:13,833 --> 00:22:14,666
Hilary!

364
00:22:19,458 --> 00:22:21,000
Come on.

365
00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:23,666
Don't stop. Don't stop.

366
00:22:24,208 --> 00:22:28,291
Girls. If you leave school property,
I have to call your parents.

367
00:22:28,375 --> 00:22:30,000
My mom knows I'm going to Dean's house.

368
00:22:30,083 --> 00:22:32,458
I mean, she's best friends
with Mrs. Barton.

369
00:22:32,541 --> 00:22:34,250
- Yeah.
- Tiff's sleeping over after.

370
00:22:35,208 --> 00:22:37,708
- Call Hilary's mom if you want.
- Yeah.

371
00:22:38,291 --> 00:22:39,375
Yeah, call my mom.

372
00:22:43,250 --> 00:22:44,750
Okay.

373
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:48,833
Yes, I'm here.

374
00:22:48,916 --> 00:22:50,833
Go, go, go. Come on.

375
00:22:50,916 --> 00:22:52,541
Hey!

376
00:22:52,625 --> 00:22:53,625
Hi!

377
00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:57,125
- Hi, Mr. Larson!
- No, don't!

378
00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:58,267
- Don't do that!
- Thank you!

379
00:22:58,291 --> 00:22:59,458
He's gonna call my mom.

380
00:22:59,541 --> 00:23:01,301
I love this song!

381
00:23:07,666 --> 00:23:09,708
Halter is a good style for her.

382
00:23:10,208 --> 00:23:11,666
She can wear anything.

383
00:23:12,625 --> 00:23:15,958
Even with the breast reduction,
she's still broad in the shoulders.

384
00:23:24,250 --> 00:23:25,541
Wow.

385
00:23:26,041 --> 00:23:27,333
Marry <i>me.</i>

386
00:23:28,708 --> 00:23:30,958
Mmm.

387
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:35,375
What about a belt?

388
00:23:35,458 --> 00:23:38,833
You just need some embellishments
or something 'cause it's so plain.

389
00:23:40,166 --> 00:23:42,208
If you just would've waited
five more seconds,

390
00:23:42,291 --> 00:23:45,583
you wouldn't have had to insult my dress.

391
00:23:45,666 --> 00:23:49,666
I did not insult her dress.
Did you hear me insult her dress?

392
00:23:49,750 --> 00:23:51,458
You just want her popping.

393
00:23:51,541 --> 00:23:52,791
Nell gets it.

394
00:23:52,875 --> 00:23:56,041
I was watching
<i>Say Yes to the Dress </i>the other day,

395
00:23:56,541 --> 00:23:58,250
and the girl on there

396
00:23:58,333 --> 00:24:04,583
had, um, this tulle princess skirt
you could tie on or tie off.

397
00:24:05,875 --> 00:24:09,166
Kate Middleton didn't wear a tulle
princess skirt to her wedding.

398
00:24:09,250 --> 00:24:11,708
Neither should the expecting
child brides of Ohio.

399
00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:14,083
Thank you.

400
00:24:14,791 --> 00:24:16,625
Yes, she was about six months along.

401
00:24:16,708 --> 00:24:17,708
Mmm.

402
00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:22,791
Still, I think I would do that over this,
um... The bolerino thing.

403
00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:25,375
Bolero.

404
00:24:25,916 --> 00:24:26,916
Bolero.

405
00:24:27,666 --> 00:24:28,708
Have another.

406
00:24:29,541 --> 00:24:30,541
Ani.

407
00:24:32,125 --> 00:24:35,333
Excuse me for trying to celebrate
the most important day of your life.

408
00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:38,125
I'm gonna go check out the sales upstairs.

409
00:24:38,208 --> 00:24:41,583
I'm afraid you can't bring glass
outside the bridal boutique, ma'am.

410
00:24:46,750 --> 00:24:51,000
Okay, don't kill me,
but I sort of agree with her.

411
00:24:51,083 --> 00:24:53,666
I mean, you're sexier than this, right?

412
00:24:55,291 --> 00:24:57,666
I'm getting married
in the whale print capital of the world.

413
00:24:57,750 --> 00:25:01,500
I don't wanna embarrass Luke
in some sequined mermaid dress.

414
00:25:01,583 --> 00:25:04,791
Embarrass Luke?
Ugh! Fucking yikes, Ani.

415
00:25:05,833 --> 00:25:07,541
Nell, I'm... I'm five weeks out.

416
00:25:07,625 --> 00:25:10,000
Why would you tell me
that my dress is wrong now?

417
00:25:10,083 --> 00:25:12,291
No, it's not wrong. Okay?
Nothing about you is wrong.

418
00:25:12,375 --> 00:25:15,625
Jesus. Unclench, okay?

419
00:25:15,708 --> 00:25:17,166
Yeah, well, that's impossible<i>,</i>

420
00:25:17,250 --> 00:25:19,541
what with the real housewife
of Pennsyltucky in town.

421
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,250
Be nice to your mother.

422
00:25:24,500 --> 00:25:26,375
That cut looks nice on you.

423
00:25:26,958 --> 00:25:29,791
More forgiving across the middle
than some of your other stuff.

424
00:25:32,916 --> 00:25:33,916
Whoa!

425
00:25:34,250 --> 00:25:35,583
It's the director. It's Aaron.

426
00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,750
Let it go to voicemail.

427
00:25:41,208 --> 00:25:43,791
I thought you told him no.
Why is he calling you?

428
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:45,375
I did,

429
00:25:46,083 --> 00:25:49,708
but I just wanted to know
if I change my mind,

430
00:25:50,541 --> 00:25:52,875
when I would need to be available.

431
00:25:52,958 --> 00:25:55,125
Holy shit.

432
00:25:56,583 --> 00:25:59,000
- Ani.
- Like, good "shit"?

433
00:26:00,125 --> 00:26:05,166
Babe, you wanna expose Dean Barton
for the sanctimonious prick that he is.

434
00:26:06,250 --> 00:26:09,416
This is no-dairy-for-a-month shit.

435
00:26:10,625 --> 00:26:11,708
Single-wipe shit.

436
00:26:12,625 --> 00:26:16,625
No. Uh, I don't know. I, um...
I'm not ready.

437
00:26:17,208 --> 00:26:19,041
- Come on, what will it take?
- Oh.

438
00:26:19,708 --> 00:26:22,750
Let's see. Uh, Dean's making
viral speeches at Congress,

439
00:26:22,833 --> 00:26:26,208
and I have a story due Monday about how to
pleasure an uncircumcised penis.

440
00:26:26,291 --> 00:26:28,767
They're more sensitive
than the ones without their turtlenecks,

441
00:26:28,791 --> 00:26:29,958
according to the experts.

442
00:26:30,500 --> 00:26:31,875
Nobody believed me back then,

443
00:26:31,958 --> 00:26:34,208
because I was
a Wet Seal wearing gutter rat.

444
00:26:34,708 --> 00:26:37,541
If I'm gonna do this,
I need to be bulletproof.

445
00:26:37,625 --> 00:26:41,041
I need to be able to say
that I work at<i> The New York Times,</i>

446
00:26:41,125 --> 00:26:44,333
that I live in an elevator
doorman building in Tribeca,

447
00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:45,875
and that my name is Ani Harrison

448
00:26:45,958 --> 00:26:48,291
because I married
the lacrosse captain of Nantucket.

449
00:26:48,375 --> 00:26:51,166
And how dare anyone believe
I did what Dean said I did

450
00:26:51,250 --> 00:26:54,250
while wiping away a single tear
with this hand in particular.

451
00:26:58,125 --> 00:26:59,291
Four out of five.

452
00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:03,916
Not that you need any of it
to make you credible.

453
00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:06,458
You don't,

454
00:27:07,666 --> 00:27:08,666
but I do.

455
00:27:10,791 --> 00:27:11,791
I do.

456
00:27:17,458 --> 00:27:20,541
My God, they have attitude in here.

457
00:27:22,208 --> 00:27:24,375
It's like, you work retail.

458
00:27:25,625 --> 00:27:27,583
- I'm gonna make a quick call.
- Okay.

459
00:27:28,083 --> 00:27:29,750
- You're fine.
- Oh, thank you.

460
00:27:33,250 --> 00:27:34,666
Sucker's a hall pass.

461
00:27:37,416 --> 00:27:39,166
<i>Hi, Ani. I'm so glad you called.</i>

462
00:27:39,250 --> 00:27:42,125
<i>I didn't feel good about
the way we ended things in your office.</i>

463
00:27:42,208 --> 00:27:45,583
<i>The new headmaster's allowing us to film
on campus the second week of September.</i>

464
00:27:45,666 --> 00:27:48,306
<i>We're just finalizing the schedule.
We'd love to know if you're in.</i>

465
00:27:48,375 --> 00:27:50,708
- Oh, cute, Spencer.
<i>- Call me back when you get a chance.</i>

466
00:27:51,791 --> 00:27:54,875
Oh, excuse me.
You look exactly like my daughter.

467
00:27:55,875 --> 00:27:58,625
Uh, people are always mistaking me
for someone else.

468
00:27:59,416 --> 00:28:00,708
While I have you...

469
00:28:02,333 --> 00:28:03,791
- That one.
- Hmm.

470
00:28:04,791 --> 00:28:05,791
Nice eye.

471
00:28:22,750 --> 00:28:23,750
Hi, Aaron?

472
00:28:25,333 --> 00:28:27,833
I always stay at the Ritz Carlton
when I come home.

473
00:28:30,666 --> 00:28:31,500
Great.

474
00:29:13,500 --> 00:29:14,500
Baby, here we go!

475
00:29:15,333 --> 00:29:16,791
Oh!

476
00:29:22,416 --> 00:29:23,583
Shots!

477
00:29:24,708 --> 00:29:25,875
Come on!

478
00:29:25,958 --> 00:29:27,583
- Cheers!
- Cheers!

479
00:29:27,666 --> 00:29:29,208
Oh, yeah!

480
00:29:29,916 --> 00:29:31,541
I'll take that one too.

481
00:29:32,166 --> 00:29:33,791
- All right, let's go.
- Hilary.

482
00:29:33,875 --> 00:29:35,083
Hilary, your mom's here.

483
00:29:35,166 --> 00:29:37,166
- My mom's here. Fuck, my mom's here!
- What?

484
00:29:37,250 --> 00:29:38,416
We have to go.

485
00:29:38,500 --> 00:29:40,125
What? I've got to go.

486
00:29:40,625 --> 00:29:42,625
- Tif, are you coming?
- You can't have her.

487
00:29:42,708 --> 00:29:44,333
I'm sorry, you can't have her!

488
00:29:46,083 --> 00:29:47,083
Tif!

489
00:29:48,875 --> 00:29:50,458
He won't let me go.

490
00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:52,583
Finny, drink! Let's go.

491
00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:55,458
Come on! My house, my rules.

492
00:29:55,541 --> 00:29:56,791
Ani?

493
00:30:14,333 --> 00:30:15,375
Fucking corporate.

494
00:30:15,458 --> 00:30:19,625
Okay, the latest edict is
we can't say clit, but clitoris is fine.

495
00:30:19,708 --> 00:30:20,708
Okay.

496
00:30:21,916 --> 00:30:25,916
Oh, but you don't need to know that,
because you no longer work here.

497
00:30:28,333 --> 00:30:30,125
We're going to<i> The New York Times.</i>

498
00:30:30,208 --> 00:30:33,083
Oh, fuck yes! Yeah!

499
00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:34,000
Whoo!

500
00:30:35,833 --> 00:30:36,833
Thank you.

501
00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:43,166
Hi.
Reservation for four for Harrison.

502
00:30:43,250 --> 00:30:44,708
Should be eight o'clock.

503
00:30:49,708 --> 00:30:50,750
- Hey.
- Hey.

504
00:30:50,833 --> 00:30:51,833
Hi.

505
00:30:52,791 --> 00:30:55,541
- You're in a good mood.
- Okay, so I have some good news.

506
00:30:55,625 --> 00:30:57,833
- One member of your party is at the bar.
- Oh.

507
00:30:57,916 --> 00:30:59,750
Okay, I'll, um... I'll tell you after.

508
00:30:59,833 --> 00:31:01,708
Here you go. Thank you so much.

509
00:31:04,166 --> 00:31:06,666
That's her. That's... That's the wife.

510
00:31:06,750 --> 00:31:08,583
Okay.

511
00:31:09,083 --> 00:31:10,083
Whitney.

512
00:31:10,125 --> 00:31:11,791
- Luke. Hi.
- Good to see ya.

513
00:31:11,875 --> 00:31:14,208
Mm. Andrew's running a few minutes late.

514
00:31:14,291 --> 00:31:16,083
- This is Ani, my fiancée.
- Hi, Whitney.

515
00:31:16,166 --> 00:31:18,000
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.

516
00:31:19,291 --> 00:31:23,125
Excuse me, but I have been stuck at home
with a 16-month-old.

517
00:31:23,708 --> 00:31:25,416
A 16-month-old?

518
00:31:26,166 --> 00:31:27,916
You look amazing.

519
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,559
<i>Luke calls me the wife-whisperer.</i>

520
00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:30,833
Do you have any photos?

521
00:31:30,916 --> 00:31:32,083
<i>Like it's so hard.</i>

522
00:31:32,583 --> 00:31:34,916
<i>Literally, all you do is act like
they invented motherhood.</i>

523
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,541
Scroll to the right.

524
00:31:36,625 --> 00:31:39,184
<i>There's a special place in hell
for women who can't show you</i>

525
00:31:39,208 --> 00:31:41,083
<i>just one picture of their children.</i>

526
00:31:41,166 --> 00:31:43,875
Oh my God, come on.
Look at this little munchkin.

527
00:31:43,958 --> 00:31:46,416
- Baby, look at it.
- Cute. Can I have a beer, please?

528
00:31:49,958 --> 00:31:51,375
Is this your husband?

529
00:31:52,583 --> 00:31:54,125
As far as I know.

530
00:31:54,208 --> 00:31:56,750
Sorry. My God, 5th was a parking lot.

531
00:31:57,541 --> 00:31:58,958
- There he is.
- Luke.

532
00:31:59,791 --> 00:32:01,392
- Good to see ya.
- Great to see ya.

533
00:32:01,416 --> 00:32:02,583
- Honey.
- Hey.

534
00:32:03,208 --> 00:32:04,208
This is Ani.

535
00:32:04,541 --> 00:32:06,333
Nice to meet you. Andrew.

536
00:32:07,666 --> 00:32:09,208
Mr. Larson, it's me.

537
00:32:10,500 --> 00:32:11,500
TifAni.

538
00:32:11,916 --> 00:32:12,791
TifAni?

539
00:32:14,666 --> 00:32:17,958
Uh, "Mr. Larson?"
Was he your teacher?

540
00:32:18,458 --> 00:32:19,625
TifAni.

541
00:32:20,291 --> 00:32:24,375
Uh... I didn't recognize you. You look...

542
00:32:25,041 --> 00:32:27,416
<i>Like none of it ever happened.</i>

543
00:32:27,500 --> 00:32:28,708
We can seat you now.

544
00:32:30,666 --> 00:32:33,958
So... I'm sorry, wait a second.
Did you change your name or...

545
00:32:34,041 --> 00:32:37,416
No, this is, um, TifAni,
from when I left Brentley.

546
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:38,875
Oh.

547
00:32:38,958 --> 00:32:39,958
Oh God.

548
00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:41,666
- God, I'm so sorry for...
- Oh God.

549
00:32:41,750 --> 00:32:43,708
- You know, everything.
- It's okay.

550
00:32:44,291 --> 00:32:47,208
- What happened to you, I just...
- Oh, I understand.

551
00:32:47,291 --> 00:32:48,708
<i>Make it stop, Luke.</i>

552
00:32:48,791 --> 00:32:50,500
I'm so sorry. I...

553
00:32:51,541 --> 00:32:53,458
Well, if it's any consolation,

554
00:32:53,541 --> 00:32:58,000
thanks to you, my do-gooder husband
got into credit derivatives.

555
00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:03,416
You know, TifAni
was the strongest writer in my class.

556
00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:05,666
Well, now she's senior editor
at<i> The Women's Bible.</i>

557
00:33:05,750 --> 00:33:08,083
<i>- The Women's Bible?
- </i>Yeah.

558
00:33:08,166 --> 00:33:09,791
- That's fantastic.
- Thank you.

559
00:33:09,875 --> 00:33:12,333
I used to have to hide that
from my mother growing up.

560
00:33:12,416 --> 00:33:16,041
"The past is never dead.
It's not even past."

561
00:33:16,916 --> 00:33:18,541
To what Confucius said.

562
00:33:18,625 --> 00:33:20,666
<i>Huh, Faulkner.</i>

563
00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:22,208
- Cheers.
- Cheers.

564
00:33:23,375 --> 00:33:24,458
Cheers.

565
00:33:25,083 --> 00:33:28,250
Mmm. So, Ani, you have to tell us,

566
00:33:28,333 --> 00:33:31,083
what do you think of the director
in the skinny jeans?

567
00:33:34,708 --> 00:33:37,791
- You're doing the documentary?
- They got to you too, huh?

568
00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:44,000
Please tell me you are.

569
00:33:48,083 --> 00:33:49,083
Yeah.

570
00:33:49,708 --> 00:33:51,500
It's long overdue.

571
00:33:51,583 --> 00:33:53,208
Thankfully, the timing worked out.

572
00:33:53,708 --> 00:33:56,041
We might be moving to London
after the wedding.

573
00:33:56,125 --> 00:33:57,791
- London?
- Yeah.

574
00:33:58,541 --> 00:34:01,666
Luke has been asked to run
BlackRock's European desk.

575
00:34:01,750 --> 00:34:04,458
- Luke, congratulations.
- Thank you.

576
00:34:04,541 --> 00:34:06,941
- Exciting.
- We're still figuring out the details.

577
00:34:07,333 --> 00:34:10,750
Will you be able to write
for the magazine from over there?

578
00:34:12,208 --> 00:34:16,500
Actually, I... just got accepted

579
00:34:16,583 --> 00:34:19,458
into the Goldsmith's MFA program

580
00:34:19,541 --> 00:34:21,341
- at the University of London.
- Ah!

581
00:34:21,416 --> 00:34:22,791
To teach, I hope.

582
00:34:22,875 --> 00:34:24,000
- Oh!
- Oh!

583
00:34:24,083 --> 00:34:27,291
Ugh! Enough, Mr. Larson.

584
00:34:28,666 --> 00:34:30,875
<i>Sometimes I feel
like a wind-up doll.</i>

585
00:34:30,958 --> 00:34:34,083
<i>Turn my key, and I'll tell you
exactly what you wanna hear.</i>

586
00:34:52,875 --> 00:34:55,041
<i>For someone who so easily could,</i>

587
00:34:55,125 --> 00:34:58,291
<i>Mr. Larson has never once
made me feel ashamed.</i>

588
00:35:05,958 --> 00:35:06,958
Hey.

589
00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:09,250
Our spouses went to 7th to get a cab.

590
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,375
- Can I tell you something?
- Sure.

591
00:35:14,208 --> 00:35:17,166
I got a job offer
from<i> The New York Times Magazine </i>today.

592
00:35:17,750 --> 00:35:18,750
Brava.

593
00:35:20,375 --> 00:35:23,875
I mean, I had nothing to do with it,
but I couldn't be more proud.

594
00:35:24,458 --> 00:35:25,458
Thanks.

595
00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:29,916
What about London and the MFA?

596
00:35:31,541 --> 00:35:32,666
I'll figure it out.

597
00:35:34,041 --> 00:35:37,958
Tif, I know how these things usually go.

598
00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,083
Don't acquiesce.

599
00:35:42,583 --> 00:35:46,291
- I'm glad you're doing the doc.
- It's a balancing act with him.

600
00:35:49,625 --> 00:35:51,708
He doesn't trust
the director in skinny jeans.

601
00:35:52,375 --> 00:35:53,458
So you acquiesce?

602
00:35:55,875 --> 00:35:57,500
Am I allowed to call you a bastard now?

603
00:35:57,583 --> 00:35:59,875
You should be allowed
to do anything you want.

604
00:36:03,333 --> 00:36:04,625
Okay.

605
00:36:04,708 --> 00:36:06,125
It was good to see you.

606
00:36:20,833 --> 00:36:22,416
Hey, man, is the AC on?

607
00:36:23,875 --> 00:36:25,708
Should be getting colder now.

608
00:36:29,041 --> 00:36:31,541
Did you mean
what you said back there about London?

609
00:36:39,750 --> 00:36:43,125
You know, sometimes I feel like
another box you have to check off

610
00:36:43,208 --> 00:36:45,208
so you look like you've done okay.

611
00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:51,500
I'm not some prick
who doesn't respect your career

612
00:36:51,583 --> 00:36:53,543
just because you don't make
as much money as I do.

613
00:36:53,583 --> 00:36:55,291
You know that, right?

614
00:36:57,166 --> 00:37:00,125
I think you are so talented
and so creative,

615
00:37:00,208 --> 00:37:01,625
and I love that about you.

616
00:37:04,125 --> 00:37:06,085
It's one of the reasons
I want us to go to London.

617
00:37:06,166 --> 00:37:10,083
I think you are limited where you are,
and frankly, you're better than it.

618
00:37:10,916 --> 00:37:13,458
All I have to show
for the past nine years of my career

619
00:37:13,541 --> 00:37:15,666
is 15,000 ways to touch a cock.

620
00:37:16,208 --> 00:37:18,434
I never would've gotten the offer
from<i> The New York Times</i>

621
00:37:18,458 --> 00:37:20,083
if LoLo hadn't grandfathered me in.

622
00:37:20,166 --> 00:37:21,291
You got the offer?

623
00:37:21,375 --> 00:37:22,375
Yeah.

624
00:37:25,250 --> 00:37:26,750
What is it? Where is it?

625
00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:32,750
Is this right?

626
00:37:34,083 --> 00:37:36,250
- Yeah.
- It's not even a 10% raise.

627
00:37:36,333 --> 00:37:39,226
It's <i>The New York Times.</i>
I wouldn't be going there for the money.

628
00:37:39,250 --> 00:37:41,416
Well, this makes me think
they don't value you at all.

629
00:37:41,500 --> 00:37:44,958
It's not personal. There's no money
left in publishing anymore.

630
00:37:45,041 --> 00:37:46,875
Well, exactly.

631
00:37:46,958 --> 00:37:49,958
Listen, you go to London and get your MFA.
You can write a book.

632
00:37:50,041 --> 00:37:52,208
Something that's yours,
that you have equity in.

633
00:37:52,791 --> 00:37:55,125
Wouldn't you rather be known
for something you've created

634
00:37:55,208 --> 00:37:57,625
than this thing
that happened to you so long ago?

635
00:37:59,916 --> 00:38:00,916
No.

636
00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:05,500
No, I... I wanna be remembered
for what really happened to me.

637
00:38:05,583 --> 00:38:08,333
I want vindication.
It's all I think about.

638
00:38:08,416 --> 00:38:10,684
I know you've thought long and hard
about doing this documentary,

639
00:38:10,708 --> 00:38:12,267
and I'm not saying you shouldn't do it,

640
00:38:12,291 --> 00:38:15,958
but Dean has taken this very bad thing
that happened to him

641
00:38:16,041 --> 00:38:19,416
and done something good with it.
People respect that and they respect him.

642
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,166
You know what I'm saying.

643
00:38:23,333 --> 00:38:24,333
Yeah.

644
00:38:25,041 --> 00:38:28,250
Yeah, it's the blow-job editor
versus the gun-safety savior.

645
00:38:29,250 --> 00:38:31,166
No, God, of course. Ugh!

646
00:38:31,250 --> 00:38:35,000
Oh God, if there was just a way for me
to write about more important issues

647
00:38:35,083 --> 00:38:37,416
for a place of worldwide
influence and acclaim,

648
00:38:37,500 --> 00:38:39,750
then maybe, just maybe,

649
00:38:39,833 --> 00:38:42,250
people can hold me
in the same esteem as Dean.

650
00:38:42,333 --> 00:38:46,666
Gosh, if there was just a way
for me to work at this elusive place.

651
00:38:46,750 --> 00:38:49,125
You're so angry. I can't talk to you
when you're this angry.

652
00:38:49,208 --> 00:38:51,416
Ugh! It's so hot in here.

653
00:38:52,833 --> 00:38:55,666
I'm gonna walk the last few blocks.

654
00:38:59,791 --> 00:39:01,958
Sir, can you please
just keep driving?

655
00:39:38,666 --> 00:39:39,916
Shit, Peyton.

656
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:43,625
Yo, holy fuck, you're still at it?
What the...

657
00:39:43,708 --> 00:39:45,250
Fuck off, Liam.

658
00:39:55,041 --> 00:39:56,416
We'll hang out, okay?

659
00:40:06,458 --> 00:40:07,833
What the fuck?

660
00:40:09,375 --> 00:40:11,416
Oh my God, I can't watch.

661
00:40:11,500 --> 00:40:13,059
Come on, someone do something.

662
00:40:13,083 --> 00:40:14,483
No, that's you, buddy.

663
00:40:21,583 --> 00:40:23,416
Aw. Holy fuck.

664
00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:24,500
Shit.

665
00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:27,916
Take care of your girl, Liam.

666
00:40:29,583 --> 00:40:30,583
Hey.

667
00:40:31,416 --> 00:40:33,416
Aw.

668
00:40:35,250 --> 00:40:38,250
Hey. Come on, I got you.

669
00:40:47,333 --> 00:40:49,458
Ow! Ow...

670
00:40:53,708 --> 00:40:55,791
Ow!

671
00:41:06,166 --> 00:41:08,166
Ow!

672
00:42:12,083 --> 00:42:13,583
Hi. Um, Dean...

673
00:42:13,666 --> 00:42:15,291
- I just really need some water.
- You...

674
00:42:15,375 --> 00:42:16,958
You should really get some sleep.

675
00:42:17,041 --> 00:42:18,750
Yeah, I'm just really thirsty.

676
00:42:19,333 --> 00:42:21,000
Uh... Dean!

677
00:42:21,083 --> 00:42:22,208
Wait, stop!

678
00:42:22,291 --> 00:42:25,083
Wait! Wait! Wait!
Stop! Stop! Stop!

679
00:42:25,166 --> 00:42:27,500
Stop! Stop! Stop! Wait. Wait.

680
00:42:27,583 --> 00:42:29,916
- Dean, wait. Stop! Stop!
- Stop! Please.

681
00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:32,166
Stop! Stop! Wait! Wait, no!

682
00:42:32,250 --> 00:42:35,000
Please! Please!

683
00:42:35,083 --> 00:42:37,083
Please, stop! Stop!

684
00:42:48,791 --> 00:42:50,559
Oh, fuck!

685
00:42:52,083 --> 00:42:54,125
Motherfucker.

686
00:42:54,875 --> 00:42:55,875
Finny!

687
00:42:56,791 --> 00:42:57,791
Shit.

688
00:42:58,333 --> 00:42:59,625
Finny.

689
00:42:59,708 --> 00:43:02,041
Fuck! Fucking crazy ass bitch! Get out!

690
00:43:02,125 --> 00:43:05,500
Hot in here! Fucking piece of shit! Agh!

691
00:43:05,583 --> 00:43:08,041
What the fuck?
Fucking ass bitch! Get out!

692
00:43:08,125 --> 00:43:09,916
- Get her out!
- Honey, get out!

693
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,083
Don't fucking touch me!

694
00:43:12,166 --> 00:43:13,416
Fuck you!

695
00:43:13,500 --> 00:43:15,041
Don't fucking touch me!

696
00:43:17,833 --> 00:43:19,333
You're so fucking nuts.

697
00:43:47,916 --> 00:43:49,083
Excuse me.

698
00:43:50,375 --> 00:43:52,916
Do you know how to get
to the Brentley School from here?

699
00:43:53,416 --> 00:43:54,416
TifAni?

700
00:44:02,833 --> 00:44:04,666
Hey. Hey.

701
00:44:04,750 --> 00:44:06,750
Hey. What happened?

702
00:44:07,583 --> 00:44:08,791
Hey, what happened?

703
00:44:11,083 --> 00:44:12,541
TifAni, what happened?

704
00:44:59,083 --> 00:45:00,083
You can come in.

705
00:45:02,875 --> 00:45:04,833
They're a little big but they're clean.

706
00:45:09,833 --> 00:45:11,166
<i>Look, can I please,</i>

707
00:45:11,750 --> 00:45:13,875
please take you to the hospital now?

708
00:45:21,416 --> 00:45:23,041
- I gotta call your mother.
<i>- </i>No.

709
00:45:29,125 --> 00:45:31,458
Look, you... you can't be here.

710
00:45:31,958 --> 00:45:33,166
It... it's not...

711
00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:38,916
Look, I can get into a lot of trouble.

712
00:46:05,666 --> 00:46:06,791
Thanks.

713
00:46:07,833 --> 00:46:09,416
Dean is hoping to meet with you.

714
00:46:10,583 --> 00:46:11,666
No fucking way.

715
00:46:11,750 --> 00:46:13,083
- Just hear me out.
- No.

716
00:46:13,166 --> 00:46:15,892
He's willing to take back his claim
that you're involved in the shooting.

717
00:46:15,916 --> 00:46:17,750
He's going to vindicate you, Ani.

718
00:46:18,333 --> 00:46:21,208
He wants to sit down with you
on camera and apologize.

719
00:46:21,291 --> 00:46:24,083
<i>Ugh. I hate your soft voice so much.</i>

720
00:46:25,291 --> 00:46:26,375
Sorry. Um...

721
00:46:28,083 --> 00:46:29,083
What...

722
00:46:29,708 --> 00:46:30,708
Why?

723
00:46:31,583 --> 00:46:33,583
Maybe you have some sense?

724
00:46:33,666 --> 00:46:37,041
<i>For fuck's sake, will you just
put this guy out of his misery?</i>

725
00:46:38,625 --> 00:46:40,041
My money's on the gang rape.

726
00:46:43,541 --> 00:46:46,500
<i>There. I said it. No going back now.</i>

727
00:46:46,583 --> 00:46:49,000
I've gathered enough
to know that that event

728
00:46:49,083 --> 00:46:51,708
was framed as something
that you participated in. I'm...

729
00:46:52,208 --> 00:46:54,125
I'm so sorry, Ani. It makes me sick.

730
00:46:54,208 --> 00:46:57,750
Yeah, no participation trophy for me.

731
00:46:57,833 --> 00:47:00,166
TifAni... Uh, I mean, Ani,

732
00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:02,333
if you wanna do this,

733
00:47:02,416 --> 00:47:04,958
it'd be easy enough to tack on
an extra day to the schedule.

734
00:47:05,041 --> 00:47:08,083
I'll make sure to keep you both separate
until you give me permission.

735
00:47:08,166 --> 00:47:09,458
You'll call the shots.

736
00:47:10,833 --> 00:47:14,250
<i>What's the point of being at your
fighting weight if you're not gonna fight?</i>

737
00:47:15,583 --> 00:47:16,583
Okay.

738
00:47:25,541 --> 00:47:27,916
And your safety and comfort
is our highest priority.

739
00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,208
We do not wanna see you re-traumatized.

740
00:47:30,958 --> 00:47:32,958
We could look into getting you
a victims' advocate.

741
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:36,291
Sorry. I should probably ask
if you prefer "survivor" to "victim."

742
00:47:36,375 --> 00:47:38,708
- I know that's a big thing these days.
- Oh.

743
00:47:39,458 --> 00:47:41,250
Survivor? Gross.

744
00:47:43,208 --> 00:47:44,791
So victim then?

745
00:47:44,875 --> 00:47:45,875
Yeah.

746
00:47:47,458 --> 00:47:48,458
Victim.

747
00:48:09,958 --> 00:48:10,958
Mmm.

748
00:48:11,750 --> 00:48:13,000
Definitely this one.

749
00:48:13,500 --> 00:48:16,208
It's less oaky. I hate oak.

750
00:48:16,291 --> 00:48:19,541
Hmm. Gosh, Mom.
I never once wondered if I was adopted.

751
00:48:24,750 --> 00:48:28,416
Did you know it's broo-<i>sket</i>- ta,
not broo-<i>shet-</i>ta?

752
00:48:28,500 --> 00:48:31,833
TifAni taught me that.
She and Nell lived in Rome for a time.

753
00:48:31,916 --> 00:48:34,000
<i>Keep it cute, FaNelli.</i>

754
00:48:34,083 --> 00:48:36,625
That must have been
a wonderful experience for you girls.

755
00:48:36,708 --> 00:48:38,416
Oh, I just love Italy.

756
00:48:38,500 --> 00:48:40,583
And from London,
it's just such a short flight.

757
00:48:40,666 --> 00:48:41,666
Oh!

758
00:48:43,166 --> 00:48:46,083
You didn't tell me.
You made a decision about London?

759
00:48:46,166 --> 00:48:48,583
Mom, no, we didn't make
a decision yet, remember?

760
00:48:49,083 --> 00:48:51,791
Oh, I apologize. I misunderstood.

761
00:48:55,958 --> 00:48:56,958
Uh, um...

762
00:48:59,208 --> 00:49:00,791
I'll be... I'll be just a minute.

763
00:49:03,083 --> 00:49:04,083
Okay.

764
00:49:11,875 --> 00:49:14,041
This is nice. Cheers.

765
00:49:15,125 --> 00:49:17,875
<i>And now here to comment is Dean Barton.</i>

766
00:49:17,958 --> 00:49:20,291
<i>Every day that Congress
fails to work together</i>

767
00:49:20,375 --> 00:49:22,500
<i>to create universal background checks</i>

768
00:49:22,583 --> 00:49:24,916
<i>is another day
that a student risks their life</i>

769
00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:26,541
<i>just trying to get an education.</i>

770
00:49:27,041 --> 00:49:27,875
TifAni?

771
00:49:27,958 --> 00:49:29,333
<i>It's outright negligence.</i>

772
00:49:29,833 --> 00:49:30,708
What are you doing?

773
00:49:30,791 --> 00:49:33,250
<i>- We owe these kids so much more.
- </i>I came to check on you.

774
00:49:33,333 --> 00:49:34,333
Why?

775
00:49:43,083 --> 00:49:44,333
My little<i> bambina.</i>

776
00:49:45,125 --> 00:49:47,500
Really starting to freak out
about seeing Dean.

777
00:49:47,583 --> 00:49:48,583
Right.

778
00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:52,291
What if when I see him in a wheelchair,
I can't be angry anymore?

779
00:49:53,583 --> 00:49:55,041
I don't wanna feel bad for him.

780
00:49:55,125 --> 00:49:57,250
It's so much cleaner
if I could just hate him.

781
00:49:58,375 --> 00:49:59,375
Oh.

782
00:50:02,083 --> 00:50:06,208
I say we go out there
and get Drunken Ship-faced.

783
00:50:06,291 --> 00:50:07,291
Hmm?

784
00:50:10,583 --> 00:50:14,083
Come on. You're about
to read Dean Barton for fucking filth.

785
00:50:14,166 --> 00:50:16,083
Where's the registry for that?

786
00:50:16,166 --> 00:50:18,083
Where's the blushing bride?

787
00:50:19,708 --> 00:50:21,958
Jesus Christ,
how am I gonna get through this?

788
00:50:24,416 --> 00:50:27,000
Here comes the bride. Finally.

789
00:50:27,083 --> 00:50:28,833
Hey, lady. Oh...

790
00:50:29,791 --> 00:50:32,625
<i>Hallsy's Luke's
poorly preserved aunt</i>

791
00:50:32,708 --> 00:50:36,291
<i>who ceased to be a lady
20 tennis-pro dicks ago.</i>

792
00:50:36,375 --> 00:50:38,708
Why is everyone so anti-oak these days?

793
00:50:40,583 --> 00:50:42,875
Ooh! I have a buttery chard just for you.

794
00:50:42,958 --> 00:50:45,333
About the only thing
California's good for.

795
00:50:45,416 --> 00:50:48,875
And do me one more solid,
don't sit me with the Gilmartins.

796
00:50:49,666 --> 00:50:51,875
- What'd you do this time?
- I didn't do anything.

797
00:50:51,958 --> 00:50:54,291
They're being snowflakes
over the new park.

798
00:50:54,375 --> 00:50:55,458
No offense, you two.

799
00:50:55,541 --> 00:50:57,958
Well, it will be very loud for them.

800
00:50:58,041 --> 00:51:00,416
They've agreed to put in
soundproof buffers.

801
00:51:00,500 --> 00:51:02,833
What kind of a park
needs a soundproof buffer?

802
00:51:03,416 --> 00:51:04,833
A shooting park, Dinah.

803
00:51:05,958 --> 00:51:09,041
Can't blame gun owners for wanting
to enjoy their hobby responsibly.

804
00:51:09,125 --> 00:51:11,750
As a woman, I feel more empowered
when I'm shooting a gun

805
00:51:11,833 --> 00:51:14,166
than I do bitching
about every little thing.

806
00:51:14,250 --> 00:51:17,500
Okay, I'm gonna go inside.
Would anybody like some water?

807
00:51:17,583 --> 00:51:19,208
I'll take one. No ice.

808
00:51:20,041 --> 00:51:22,875
<i>Don't worry,
I won't sit you with the Gilmartins.</i>

809
00:51:22,958 --> 00:51:23,958
<i>You'll be at table 12</i>

810
00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:26,625
with the rest of the flabby cougars
where you belong.

811
00:51:28,208 --> 00:51:30,041
- TifAni.
- Oh, boy.

812
00:51:30,125 --> 00:51:31,333
Oh my God.

813
00:51:33,041 --> 00:51:34,125
Oh fuck.

814
00:51:45,500 --> 00:51:46,500
She's...

815
00:51:47,625 --> 00:51:48,625
She's really tired.

816
00:51:49,458 --> 00:51:51,000
It's been a long week, so...

817
00:51:56,875 --> 00:51:57,875
Ani!

818
00:51:58,958 --> 00:51:59,791
Stop!

819
00:52:01,916 --> 00:52:02,916
Ani.

820
00:52:03,458 --> 00:52:05,208
Ow! Goddamn it!

821
00:52:08,750 --> 00:52:09,750
Ani!

822
00:52:10,791 --> 00:52:11,791
Stop!

823
00:52:13,625 --> 00:52:14,625
Damn it.

824
00:52:20,541 --> 00:52:22,250
Do you like your life, TifAni?

825
00:52:22,333 --> 00:52:25,833
Yes, Mom, I have built
a very nice life for myself.

826
00:52:26,458 --> 00:52:28,041
How much do you make in a year?

827
00:52:28,833 --> 00:52:29,916
What?

828
00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,250
How much do you make in a year, honey?

829
00:52:35,333 --> 00:52:36,833
Uh... 80K.

830
00:52:36,916 --> 00:52:41,625
Sometimes a little bit more
if I guest-edit a brand extension, okay?

831
00:52:41,708 --> 00:52:44,166
Okay, so let's be generous.
Let's call it 90K.

832
00:52:44,708 --> 00:52:46,166
How much did you pay for that watch?

833
00:52:46,250 --> 00:52:48,125
You don't think I noticed
you got the Cartier?

834
00:52:48,958 --> 00:52:52,166
Don't you know it's gauche to ask
how much something costs, Mom?

835
00:52:52,250 --> 00:52:56,041
Oh, I know. I know you'd think
I didn't do anything with my life.

836
00:52:56,833 --> 00:53:01,125
But you know, when you're spending
$1,500 a month to exercise,

837
00:53:01,666 --> 00:53:04,791
and your mortgage is $12,000...

838
00:53:05,791 --> 00:53:11,958
This 90k that I was able to squirrel away
from alimony payments

839
00:53:12,041 --> 00:53:16,000
so I could stay home with you
and not have to pay for childcare?

840
00:53:16,083 --> 00:53:17,683
I put that money towards your education,

841
00:53:17,750 --> 00:53:20,375
and that put you in rooms
where you met a guy like Luke.

842
00:53:21,208 --> 00:53:24,625
And I am... I am doing my best here

843
00:53:24,708 --> 00:53:27,416
to try to connect with the Harrisons.
It's not easy.

844
00:53:28,750 --> 00:53:30,333
And now with this documentary?

845
00:53:31,333 --> 00:53:33,458
- What's that have to do with this?
- Everything.

846
00:53:33,541 --> 00:53:35,208
Everything, TifAni. Everything.

847
00:53:35,291 --> 00:53:38,583
You think you're embarrassed of me now,
don't try to say that you're not,

848
00:53:39,500 --> 00:53:42,458
imagine what it's gonna be like
when they find out about what happened.

849
00:53:43,750 --> 00:53:45,291
They had boys.

850
00:53:45,375 --> 00:53:47,791
They didn't have a girl
who developed early

851
00:53:47,875 --> 00:53:50,000
and was hell-bent on taking risks.

852
00:53:51,625 --> 00:53:53,541
They can't imagine what that was like.

853
00:53:54,500 --> 00:53:57,875
I did everything in my power
to protect you.

854
00:53:57,958 --> 00:53:59,416
I did. I did.

855
00:53:59,500 --> 00:54:02,041
That's why I had
all those rules in place that I did.

856
00:54:02,125 --> 00:54:04,208
But you didn't wanna follow those.

857
00:54:04,291 --> 00:54:05,875
That was your choice.

858
00:54:07,041 --> 00:54:08,416
So fine, you know?

859
00:54:08,500 --> 00:54:09,875
Just... just... just...

860
00:54:09,958 --> 00:54:12,750
At least just leave my name out of it.

861
00:54:14,291 --> 00:54:17,000
I did what any half-decent mother
would have done.

862
00:54:17,583 --> 00:54:18,583
I did.

863
00:54:18,958 --> 00:54:20,833
You'll find out someday.

864
00:54:21,708 --> 00:54:23,541
You'll find out how hard it is.

865
00:54:25,458 --> 00:54:26,458
Okay.

866
00:54:27,083 --> 00:54:29,833
Although if you keep pushing Luke away,
maybe you won't.

867
00:54:30,500 --> 00:54:33,458
At the very least, you won't have
someone else's pile of money to stand on

868
00:54:33,541 --> 00:54:35,166
while you call me gauche.

869
00:54:36,916 --> 00:54:37,916
Excuse me.

870
00:54:43,791 --> 00:54:44,791
TifAni.

871
00:54:46,916 --> 00:54:47,916
Wait.

872
00:55:01,375 --> 00:55:02,458
I'm sorry.

873
00:55:15,458 --> 00:55:17,375
My mom asked me what a cougar is.

874
00:55:43,125 --> 00:55:44,958
Ah!

875
00:55:51,250 --> 00:55:52,500
Okay.

876
00:55:53,875 --> 00:55:54,916
Ow!

877
00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:58,291
- Babe?
- Yeah?

878
00:56:00,958 --> 00:56:03,041
Can we just do it the nice way?

879
00:56:05,250 --> 00:56:06,250
Yeah.

880
00:56:27,250 --> 00:56:28,250
Okay.

881
00:56:29,916 --> 00:56:30,916
Okay.

882
00:56:31,541 --> 00:56:33,291
I can't do this. Please get off me.

883
00:56:33,791 --> 00:56:36,166
Please just get off of me.
I'm sorry. I can't...

884
00:56:38,833 --> 00:56:39,833
Oh my God.

885
00:56:52,750 --> 00:56:54,333
I may not say everything right,

886
00:56:54,416 --> 00:56:59,083
but when I try to be respectful,
it's like you can't handle it.

887
00:57:08,583 --> 00:57:09,833
Thanks for taking me.

888
00:57:13,541 --> 00:57:15,351
You only have a 30% chance
of getting pregnant,

889
00:57:15,375 --> 00:57:17,125
but it's good to be on the safe side.

890
00:57:18,125 --> 00:57:19,125
Oh.

891
00:57:19,666 --> 00:57:20,875
Never heard that before.

892
00:57:37,041 --> 00:57:38,041
Liam?

893
00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:42,416
I just wanted you to know, I didn't mean
to hook up with anybody else.

894
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:45,000
Dude, it's no big deal.

895
00:57:51,041 --> 00:57:52,375
But I also feel like...

896
00:57:54,500 --> 00:57:55,958
I think I was raped.

897
00:58:00,666 --> 00:58:01,750
Are you insane?

898
00:58:04,625 --> 00:58:06,166
Are you actually insane? Like...

899
00:58:08,458 --> 00:58:10,500
Do you even know what rape is?

900
00:58:18,250 --> 00:58:19,666
Why would you even say that to me?

901
00:58:19,750 --> 00:58:23,125
I'm sorry.
I... I don't think that about you.

902
00:58:23,208 --> 00:58:25,083
- Finny!
- There she is.

903
00:58:27,208 --> 00:58:30,333
Finny, if I'm still hungover,
you're definitely still hungover.

904
00:58:30,416 --> 00:58:32,416
Hey, come on,
come on, come on. Let's go.

905
00:58:33,166 --> 00:58:34,166
Milady.

906
00:58:37,625 --> 00:58:39,708
You are an animal, FaNelli.

907
00:58:39,791 --> 00:58:42,791
Hey, you two... gotta step it up.

908
00:58:42,875 --> 00:58:44,750
- You are such a loser.
- Loser?

909
00:58:44,833 --> 00:58:47,633
- I think that was your job last night.
- Did you win any games at all?

910
00:58:47,708 --> 00:58:50,308
- Yeah, I won two. Yeah.
- I don't think so.

911
00:58:50,333 --> 00:58:53,583
I mean, if I'd lost as much as you had,
then I would have left long ago.

912
00:58:54,333 --> 00:58:55,833
Oh, come on.

913
00:59:00,625 --> 00:59:01,625
Luke?

914
00:59:30,958 --> 00:59:34,541
"Oh, honey,
why do you have a cut on your lip?"

915
00:59:35,041 --> 00:59:39,625
"Hmm. It's 'cause I'm betrothed
to a sexual deviant, Mother."

916
00:59:53,958 --> 00:59:56,416
TifAni, I've told Headmaster Mayer

917
00:59:56,500 --> 00:59:58,875
about the events
with the three boys this weekend.

918
01:00:00,208 --> 01:00:02,434
Are you talking about
reporting this, TifAni?

919
01:00:04,375 --> 01:00:07,083
How does that work? What happens?

920
01:00:08,291 --> 01:00:10,833
The boys
will be questioned by the police.

921
01:00:12,125 --> 01:00:15,708
It will need to be disclosed on their
college applications, potentially.

922
01:00:17,875 --> 01:00:20,125
If you decide to go that route,

923
01:00:20,208 --> 01:00:22,458
you need to be absolutely sure
what you're saying,

924
01:00:22,541 --> 01:00:26,041
and that can be difficult to determine
with so much alcohol involved.

925
01:00:26,125 --> 01:00:28,291
The situation has been obfuscated.

926
01:00:29,250 --> 01:00:32,333
There was no obfuscation,
Headmaster Mayer.

927
01:00:33,666 --> 01:00:34,750
She said no.

928
01:00:36,833 --> 01:00:38,916
Is that true? Did you say no?

929
01:00:43,083 --> 01:00:44,291
I-I don't know.

930
01:00:45,958 --> 01:00:46,958
I don't know.

931
01:00:48,791 --> 01:00:49,916
I didn't want to.

932
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:53,125
I said, "Ow."

933
01:00:54,500 --> 01:00:56,250
I just remember always saying, "Ow."

934
01:00:56,333 --> 01:00:58,958
I remember screaming at Dean. Uh...

935
01:00:59,041 --> 01:01:00,625
I tried to push Liam off of me,

936
01:01:00,708 --> 01:01:04,500
but he thought I was, like,
touching his face so he kissed me.

937
01:01:06,625 --> 01:01:08,041
He was really drunk too.

938
01:01:15,166 --> 01:01:17,726
- What... What are you doing?
- I'm calling your mom.

939
01:01:18,500 --> 01:01:21,791
Legally, I can't contact
the police regarding a minor

940
01:01:21,875 --> 01:01:23,791
unless the guardian is informed.

941
01:01:27,250 --> 01:01:29,291
Stop.

942
01:01:30,708 --> 01:01:31,708
Stop.

943
01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:34,000
No.

944
01:01:36,041 --> 01:01:37,041
No.

945
01:01:40,500 --> 01:01:41,625
I changed my mind.

946
01:01:54,041 --> 01:01:56,666
Mr. Larson got fired.

947
01:01:57,541 --> 01:01:59,822
They said he shouldn't
have let us leave the school dance.

948
01:02:00,333 --> 01:02:03,208
He's the scapegoat.
Dean's fucking untouchable.

949
01:02:03,750 --> 01:02:04,750
Come in.

950
01:02:12,291 --> 01:02:14,041
Hey! Hey, hey, hey!

951
01:02:14,125 --> 01:02:15,708
Um, that... that belonged to his dad.

952
01:02:15,791 --> 01:02:18,833
Yeah. Legacy to Columbia
and a surefire way out of this hellscape

953
01:02:18,916 --> 01:02:20,375
is the only thing he ever gave me.

954
01:02:20,458 --> 01:02:22,000
- Want some?
- No.

955
01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:25,416
I can't breathe.

956
01:02:26,916 --> 01:02:28,833
Should we tell her?

957
01:02:30,625 --> 01:02:31,625
Tell me what?

958
01:02:32,291 --> 01:02:33,291
Um...

959
01:02:33,333 --> 01:02:36,666
- Ar-Arthur, can we... can we just not?
- Come on, we're among friends.

960
01:02:37,458 --> 01:02:39,375
Two summers ago, Dean and Peyton showed up

961
01:02:39,458 --> 01:02:41,666
to Kelsey Quick's
eighth grade graduation party.

962
01:02:41,750 --> 01:02:43,916
They were all 16 and fucked up
and, you know, like...

963
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:47,333
- I thought that they were being nice.
- Oh, they were not being nice.

964
01:02:47,416 --> 01:02:49,096
They said they wanted to smoke up with us.

965
01:02:49,125 --> 01:02:52,833
You always leave that part out to make me
look like I'm a fucking idiot for going.

966
01:02:54,333 --> 01:02:55,166
Going where?

967
01:02:55,250 --> 01:02:58,083
Well, into the woods,
where Peyton pinned Ben to the ground,

968
01:02:58,166 --> 01:02:59,916
and Dean took a shit on Ben's chest.

969
01:03:00,000 --> 01:03:02,541
I heard that he ate
a burrito that day in preparation.

970
01:03:02,625 --> 01:03:05,625
Fuck you, Arthur!
You're such a fucking prick, man.

971
01:03:07,250 --> 01:03:09,458
Yeah, okay.
Then he ran straight to Suburban Square,

972
01:03:09,541 --> 01:03:11,416
went to the Rite Aid,
bought a pack of razors,

973
01:03:11,500 --> 01:03:13,166
and slit his wrists in the bathroom.

974
01:03:18,333 --> 01:03:19,541
Is that really true?

975
01:03:19,625 --> 01:03:20,625
Yeah.

976
01:03:22,333 --> 01:03:24,851
What? He obviously didn't cut deep enough
to do any real damage.

977
01:03:24,875 --> 01:03:27,642
His parents sent him off to make
macaroni art for the rest of the summer.

978
01:03:27,666 --> 01:03:30,916
Why are you like that to him?
You're acting like you're mad at him.

979
01:03:31,000 --> 01:03:33,166
- I am fucking mad at him.
- Why?

980
01:03:33,250 --> 01:03:34,666
He didn't do anything about it.

981
01:03:34,750 --> 01:03:37,208
I mean, it's gotta be a crime,
biological warfare.

982
01:03:38,250 --> 01:03:39,791
He just wanted it dropped.

983
01:03:42,875 --> 01:03:47,250
And now here it is happening again,

984
01:03:47,833 --> 01:03:48,916
and here you are,

985
01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:52,583
keeping that runway free and clear
for it to keep happening.

986
01:04:00,666 --> 01:04:01,750
My mom can't know.

987
01:04:03,541 --> 01:04:04,458
She would hate me.

988
01:04:04,541 --> 01:04:06,541
Okay. Yeah, that's what everybody thinks.

989
01:04:07,041 --> 01:04:09,833
My ass got suspended, my mommy
still thinks the sun shines out of it.

990
01:04:09,916 --> 01:04:12,708
No. You don't understand what she's like.

991
01:04:14,208 --> 01:04:15,458
Yeah, I really don't.

992
01:04:16,333 --> 01:04:19,541
What kind of mother doesn't strap
those babies into a cable knit?

993
01:04:34,416 --> 01:04:37,333
Baby, check this out.

994
01:04:37,416 --> 01:04:39,083
Oh good, another cable knit.

995
01:04:41,541 --> 01:04:43,958
- You like this for the first dance, right?
- No.

996
01:04:44,041 --> 01:04:46,875
- What? I thought we agreed?
- No. No, we never agreed.

997
01:04:46,958 --> 01:04:48,625
- We sure did.
- Oh my God!

998
01:04:48,708 --> 01:04:51,041
We talked about this. Oh my God!

999
01:04:52,583 --> 01:04:55,125
- Oh my God. Okay, what's next?
- And then...

1000
01:04:55,208 --> 01:04:56,708
Okay, well, this is the list.

1001
01:04:56,791 --> 01:04:58,833
- Wedding Playlist Party.
- Okay.

1002
01:04:58,916 --> 01:05:00,236
No, do not play.

1003
01:05:00,291 --> 01:05:01,500
- No?
- Do not play.

1004
01:05:01,583 --> 01:05:03,416
Definitely do not play.

1005
01:05:04,333 --> 01:05:05,916
- You don't like this song?
- No, I...

1006
01:05:06,000 --> 01:05:08,708
I do like the song,
but the guy's a pedophile.

1007
01:05:09,750 --> 01:05:13,000
- You can still like the song though.
- Right, I do like the song.

1008
01:05:13,083 --> 01:05:14,625
What are you not getting?

1009
01:05:15,208 --> 01:05:17,000
You think what you just said
makes any sense?

1010
01:05:18,375 --> 01:05:20,208
- Turn it off.
- No.

1011
01:05:21,041 --> 01:05:22,250
Turn off the song...

1012
01:05:23,083 --> 01:05:25,000
Luke, turn off the fucking song!

1013
01:05:25,916 --> 01:05:27,333
Fine.

1014
01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:30,000
Happy?

1015
01:05:44,583 --> 01:05:47,250
Aw. It's my two favorite people.

1016
01:05:49,041 --> 01:05:51,416
You tell the headmaster
how much you loved it?

1017
01:05:51,500 --> 01:05:53,958
That's so cute. That's adorable.

1018
01:05:56,583 --> 01:05:58,458
Damn, you really do have a wide load.

1019
01:06:01,291 --> 01:06:03,208
Oh, thanks, I've been doing squats.

1020
01:06:05,583 --> 01:06:07,041
Stop. Stop, let's go.

1021
01:06:09,458 --> 01:06:11,498
- Oh my God.
- You're cute when you're mad.

1022
01:06:11,541 --> 01:06:14,416
Come on, hit me. No one's gonna stop you.
No one ever stops you.

1023
01:06:17,750 --> 01:06:19,000
Oh, fuck him up!

1024
01:06:21,208 --> 01:06:22,708
It's all your fault!

1025
01:06:24,500 --> 01:06:25,333
Come on!

1026
01:06:32,041 --> 01:06:32,875
Shit.

1027
01:06:32,958 --> 01:06:34,838
Dean, go. Go!
Get the fuck out of here.

1028
01:06:34,916 --> 01:06:35,916
Go.

1029
01:06:36,458 --> 01:06:37,458
Oh, fuck.

1030
01:06:37,541 --> 01:06:40,000
- Go. Get out.
- What is going on?

1031
01:06:46,833 --> 01:06:47,833
Ow!

1032
01:06:50,458 --> 01:06:53,166
You didn't know it was Mrs. Hurst.
Why can't you just apologize?

1033
01:06:54,000 --> 01:06:57,375
Oh, like you did? And everything
is just peachy keen for you now?

1034
01:06:57,458 --> 01:06:59,583
Oh, come on,
it's better than getting expelled.

1035
01:07:00,083 --> 01:07:02,041
Think you're gonna get into Columbia now?

1036
01:07:02,125 --> 01:07:04,750
Okay, kindly adjust your tone, young lady.

1037
01:07:04,833 --> 01:07:07,083
I was standing up for my friend.

1038
01:07:11,916 --> 01:07:12,916
I know.

1039
01:07:18,875 --> 01:07:19,875
Thank you.

1040
01:07:22,000 --> 01:07:24,000
I don't want you to thank me,

1041
01:07:24,083 --> 01:07:27,333
I want you to act
like you have a smidge of dignity.

1042
01:07:27,416 --> 01:07:29,750
Just a tiny microscopic smidge.

1043
01:07:29,833 --> 01:07:32,500
I mean, you have to have
that much at least, right?

1044
01:07:40,041 --> 01:07:42,351
You can't be mad at me.
I didn't ask you to do any of this.

1045
01:07:42,375 --> 01:07:44,000
You should be mad at you.

1046
01:07:44,083 --> 01:07:46,541
You had a chance to take him down,
and you didn't

1047
01:07:46,625 --> 01:07:49,291
'cause you're so fucking desperate
to redeem yourself.

1048
01:07:50,291 --> 01:07:53,625
- You sound so fucking stupid right now.
- Yeah, I'm the stupid one.

1049
01:07:53,708 --> 01:07:57,291
I'm not gonna take Dean down.
It doesn't fucking work like that, Arthur.

1050
01:07:58,125 --> 01:08:00,666
You apologized to Liam, for fuck's sake.

1051
01:08:00,750 --> 01:08:03,125
You apologized to your own fucking rapist.

1052
01:08:03,208 --> 01:08:06,083
I mean, seriously,
how can you live with yourself?

1053
01:08:09,333 --> 01:08:10,416
Fuck you.

1054
01:08:11,041 --> 01:08:12,125
TifAni, wait, no.

1055
01:08:13,416 --> 01:08:15,666
TifAni, wait. TifAni.

1056
01:08:18,708 --> 01:08:20,708
Here.
You're such a fucking loser.

1057
01:08:26,500 --> 01:08:29,083
<i>Hey, babe,
I just wanna say good luck today.</i>

1058
01:08:29,166 --> 01:08:31,583
<i>I know you're nervous,
but it's gonna be okay.</i>

1059
01:08:32,541 --> 01:08:34,458
<i>You deserve closure on this.</i>

1060
01:08:34,541 --> 01:08:35,750
<i>Love you. Bye.</i>

1061
01:09:08,666 --> 01:09:09,958
Ani, you ready?

1062
01:09:22,041 --> 01:09:23,708
Just up here.

1063
01:09:24,416 --> 01:09:27,375
Uh, if you need anything,
you can feel free to tell me.

1064
01:09:30,250 --> 01:09:31,250
Uh...

1065
01:09:38,541 --> 01:09:39,625
- Set?
- Set.

1066
01:09:42,416 --> 01:09:43,416
Rolling.

1067
01:09:47,875 --> 01:09:50,791
Okay, uh, Ani, you ready?

1068
01:09:52,500 --> 01:09:55,291
Can you tell us your personal experience
of that tragic day?

1069
01:09:56,083 --> 01:09:57,208
Whenever you're ready.

1070
01:10:00,208 --> 01:10:01,666
You know, I... I always thought

1071
01:10:01,750 --> 01:10:04,375
the most vulnerable
you'll ever see a person is from behind.

1072
01:10:07,750 --> 01:10:11,750
<i>Like, you can autopsy every pore,
every hair,</i>

1073
01:10:12,500 --> 01:10:14,041
<i>like they're defenseless.</i>

1074
01:10:14,791 --> 01:10:16,166
<i>I always thought it was cute</i>

1075
01:10:16,250 --> 01:10:19,500
<i>that the back of Dean's neck
had blonde hairs</i>

1076
01:10:19,583 --> 01:10:23,583
<i>when everywhere else
was dark and coarse, when he jumped.</i>

1077
01:10:59,708 --> 01:11:03,166
Tif! Tif! Tif!

1078
01:11:03,250 --> 01:11:05,333
Come on! Come on! Come on!

1079
01:11:05,833 --> 01:11:07,541
Olivia!

1080
01:11:18,333 --> 01:11:20,291
Come on!

1081
01:11:20,791 --> 01:11:21,833
Go, go, go!

1082
01:11:47,125 --> 01:11:48,666
He had a gun. I saw him.

1083
01:11:49,208 --> 01:11:51,416
- Okay, okay, okay.
- Who has a phone?

1084
01:11:52,625 --> 01:11:53,875
Phone? Okay, okay, okay.

1085
01:11:58,500 --> 01:12:00,125
Ben!

1086
01:12:01,208 --> 01:12:03,041
No bars!

1087
01:12:06,583 --> 01:12:08,166
<i>You're sad about that.</i>

1088
01:12:08,833 --> 01:12:09,833
<i>Look sad.</i>

1089
01:12:10,166 --> 01:12:11,583
She didn't deserve that.

1090
01:12:22,791 --> 01:12:25,291
Witnesses claim that Ben said...

1091
01:12:25,875 --> 01:12:27,625
Hey, Tif.

1092
01:12:31,958 --> 01:12:34,208
As though the two of you
had an understanding.

1093
01:12:34,291 --> 01:12:35,291
Is that true?

1094
01:12:36,416 --> 01:12:37,416
Yes.

1095
01:12:40,125 --> 01:12:41,958
What was that understanding?

1096
01:12:42,708 --> 01:12:44,458
<i>I wanted revenge too.</i>

1097
01:12:45,625 --> 01:12:47,500
That he was a victim too.

1098
01:12:56,041 --> 01:12:57,041
Hey, Peyton.

1099
01:13:01,625 --> 01:13:04,541
Do you wanna go to the woods, man? Hmm?

1100
01:13:05,541 --> 01:13:07,541
- Smoke some pot, man?
- Ben.

1101
01:13:07,625 --> 01:13:09,208
Ben, I am so, so sorry...

1102
01:13:16,375 --> 01:13:17,375
Ben?

1103
01:13:18,166 --> 01:13:19,166
Ben!

1104
01:13:25,958 --> 01:13:28,000
What were you feeling when he walked away?

1105
01:13:28,500 --> 01:13:30,916
Was it just this total collective relief?

1106
01:13:32,791 --> 01:13:37,041
You know... we all came together
at that moment,

1107
01:13:37,125 --> 01:13:39,833
'cause we... we knew
that we had to help Peyton.

1108
01:13:44,625 --> 01:13:45,833
Oh my God.

1109
01:13:45,916 --> 01:13:48,083
- Hey.
- No. No, no.

1110
01:13:48,166 --> 01:13:49,625
How is this happening?

1111
01:13:50,291 --> 01:13:51,625
How is this happening?

1112
01:13:52,833 --> 01:13:54,208
We need to get out of here.

1113
01:14:00,250 --> 01:14:01,750
What the fuck's that gonna do?

1114
01:14:05,416 --> 01:14:07,375
We need to get out of here.

1115
01:14:11,041 --> 01:14:13,416
- Up or down?
- The old dorm rooms are up.

1116
01:14:13,500 --> 01:14:14,625
Would he have gone up?

1117
01:14:21,541 --> 01:14:22,541
I vote down.

1118
01:14:34,000 --> 01:14:36,250
- Go, go! Come on! Run! Run!
- Go, go, go!

1119
01:14:36,333 --> 01:14:37,750
Come on!

1120
01:14:39,291 --> 01:14:40,666
Hurry, come on!

1121
01:15:02,750 --> 01:15:04,916
You didn't hold the door open
for Liam Ross.

1122
01:15:06,625 --> 01:15:08,875
I wanna give you the chance
to explain why.

1123
01:15:08,958 --> 01:15:12,833
<i>Because I wasn't going to put
my life on the line for one of my rapists.</i>

1124
01:15:12,916 --> 01:15:14,708
I guess I wasn't brave enough.

1125
01:15:27,458 --> 01:15:30,416
Oh my God. Oh my God!
Dean! Dean! Dean!

1126
01:15:35,083 --> 01:15:36,083
Dean.

1127
01:15:40,916 --> 01:15:41,916
Ladies.

1128
01:15:42,625 --> 01:15:44,065
There you are.

1129
01:15:46,375 --> 01:15:47,541
Arthur.

1130
01:15:47,625 --> 01:15:51,041
Beth. Get out of here. I like you.

1131
01:15:55,458 --> 01:15:56,583
You...

1132
01:15:56,666 --> 01:15:58,375
Girl with spaghetti for a spine.

1133
01:16:06,458 --> 01:16:07,875
You know you want to.

1134
01:16:10,666 --> 01:16:12,500
<i>Is it so bad that I did?</i>

1135
01:16:28,083 --> 01:16:29,083
Please.

1136
01:16:33,208 --> 01:16:34,916
Fuck!

1137
01:17:17,416 --> 01:17:20,958
You know, the look on his face,
like... he was so confused,

1138
01:17:21,041 --> 01:17:23,375
like I was doing it to the wrong person.

1139
01:17:27,375 --> 01:17:29,476
You know, to this day,
I can't hold a knife in my hand

1140
01:17:29,500 --> 01:17:30,708
without seeing his face.

1141
01:17:38,791 --> 01:17:40,125
My goodness, Ani.

1142
01:17:40,666 --> 01:17:41,666
Thank you.

1143
01:18:01,083 --> 01:18:02,500
<i>It's going to be fine.</i>

1144
01:18:03,000 --> 01:18:05,208
You did a brave thing, TifAni.

1145
01:18:07,333 --> 01:18:08,666
Please don't say that.

1146
01:18:39,833 --> 01:18:42,916
I can't believe she showed up.
So disgusting.

1147
01:18:43,000 --> 01:18:44,583
Can you believe that?

1148
01:18:44,666 --> 01:18:48,500
<i>I didn't realize I walked into
the funeral with a target on my back.</i>

1149
01:18:51,875 --> 01:18:54,833
<i>Dean's version of events
didn't exactly match mine.</i>

1150
01:18:56,000 --> 01:18:58,083
<i>And Dean's version of events was?</i>

1151
01:19:00,125 --> 01:19:02,541
<i>That he didn't wanna be my boyfriend</i>

1152
01:19:02,625 --> 01:19:05,041
<i>after I slept with him
and his two best friends.</i>

1153
01:19:05,541 --> 01:19:06,708
<i>That I was jilted.</i>

1154
01:19:07,208 --> 01:19:10,833
Due to TifAni having relationships
with more than one of these boys...

1155
01:19:10,916 --> 01:19:14,666
<i>That I got my revenge by helping
Ben and Arthur plan a massacre.</i>

1156
01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:17,708
<i>Hell have no fury
like a woman scorned and whatnot.</i>

1157
01:19:20,125 --> 01:19:21,875
Let me escort you back to your car.

1158
01:19:28,916 --> 01:19:29,916
Beth?

1159
01:19:34,458 --> 01:19:38,041
And for the grand finale,
we were all gonna shoot ourselves.

1160
01:19:38,125 --> 01:19:40,333
Although only Ben managed to do that.

1161
01:19:45,250 --> 01:19:47,375
You know, Dean was never gonna walk again,

1162
01:19:48,583 --> 01:19:50,583
so who would dare call him a liar?

1163
01:19:55,125 --> 01:19:56,125
Is it true?

1164
01:19:57,583 --> 01:19:59,833
I had no idea Arthur
was gonna do something like that...

1165
01:19:59,916 --> 01:20:01,875
Not that part, the part about the boys!

1166
01:20:04,875 --> 01:20:06,235
I didn't want to, Mom.

1167
01:20:06,291 --> 01:20:09,041
- I was drunk. They're lying.
- Oh my God, TifAni.

1168
01:20:09,125 --> 01:20:11,333
This is why I say no drinking!

1169
01:20:12,041 --> 01:20:15,083
Well, I'm gonna call a lawyer
as soon as I get home.

1170
01:20:16,666 --> 01:20:19,083
Oh, what are people gonna say?

1171
01:20:23,458 --> 01:20:25,541
You're never charged
as an accomplice. But...

1172
01:20:25,625 --> 01:20:27,416
What about your claims against the boys?

1173
01:20:27,500 --> 01:20:29,416
Why didn't you file charges back then?

1174
01:20:31,166 --> 01:20:33,416
I just thought
they weren't worth pursuing.

1175
01:20:33,500 --> 01:20:34,500
Mom.

1176
01:20:36,750 --> 01:20:38,375
- Mom...
- No, TifAni.

1177
01:20:39,750 --> 01:20:40,958
No, no.

1178
01:20:41,541 --> 01:20:43,041
You disgust me.

1179
01:20:44,833 --> 01:20:45,875
I'm sorry.

1180
01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:50,958
You are not the daughter that I raised.

1181
01:20:58,666 --> 01:21:01,583
You're lucky you have a mother
who got you a lawyer and supported you.

1182
01:21:02,083 --> 01:21:03,208
Not everyone has that.

1183
01:21:03,708 --> 01:21:05,541
Hmm. Yes.

1184
01:21:06,250 --> 01:21:07,250
Very lucky.

1185
01:21:08,750 --> 01:21:10,916
Luckiest girl alive right here.

1186
01:21:11,750 --> 01:21:14,000
Do you wish your mother
did more to help you?

1187
01:21:15,125 --> 01:21:19,125
<i>I wish she hadn't looked at me
like I was rode hard and put away wet.</i>

1188
01:21:22,958 --> 01:21:25,416
Ani, do you wanna say more about that,
or should I move on?

1189
01:21:29,958 --> 01:21:31,625
- Aaron, what the fuck?
<i>- </i>Hi, Finny.

1190
01:21:31,708 --> 01:21:33,434
I swear, he's not supposed to be here
until tomorrow.

1191
01:21:33,458 --> 01:21:34,726
- You need to get outta here.
- Wait.

1192
01:21:34,750 --> 01:21:36,916
Finny, please. Just give me five minutes.

1193
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:39,267
What are you doing here?
This is not what we talked about.

1194
01:21:39,291 --> 01:21:42,666
Ani, stay. Ani, don't go. He should be
the one to go. I'm getting him outta here.

1195
01:21:42,750 --> 01:21:44,517
- Finny.
- No, no. Don't worry about it.

1196
01:21:44,541 --> 01:21:46,291
- Ani.
- Please.

1197
01:21:46,958 --> 01:21:47,958
Ani, wait.

1198
01:21:51,041 --> 01:21:54,666
Ani, wait. Ani.
Don't let Dean run you out of here.

1199
01:21:54,750 --> 01:21:57,458
Think about all the women
you're gonna help by telling your story.

1200
01:22:00,333 --> 01:22:01,791
You're standing up for them too.

1201
01:22:03,166 --> 01:22:04,541
All the women will be fine.

1202
01:22:31,625 --> 01:22:34,208
<i>My mother insisted
I stick it out at Brentley.</i>

1203
01:22:34,708 --> 01:22:36,333
<i>It was a lonely two years.</i>

1204
01:22:36,916 --> 01:22:39,750
<i>My classmates and I
had survived this life-changing event</i>

1205
01:22:39,833 --> 01:22:41,500
<i>that few people could understand.</i>

1206
01:22:44,875 --> 01:22:46,291
<i>They could lean on each other.</i>

1207
01:22:48,916 --> 01:22:50,041
<i>But I had no one.</i>

1208
01:22:52,791 --> 01:22:55,708
<i>My senior year,
we took a field trip to New York City,</i>

1209
01:22:55,791 --> 01:22:58,958
<i>where I had this... experience.</i>

1210
01:23:00,125 --> 01:23:02,166
I don't need to impress him.

1211
01:23:02,250 --> 01:23:04,666
So do you know when the samples
are actually arriving?

1212
01:23:06,083 --> 01:23:07,291
- You okay?
- Sorry.

1213
01:23:07,875 --> 01:23:10,083
No, the samples
have to be there by Friday.

1214
01:23:10,916 --> 01:23:13,708
Yes, Friday. Did you not schedule it?

1215
01:23:15,166 --> 01:23:18,125
<i>I'd never seen a woman like that before.</i>

1216
01:23:18,208 --> 01:23:20,916
<i>A woman who threatened people
on the phone,</i>

1217
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,458
<i>who could buy herself expensive things,</i>

1218
01:23:24,208 --> 01:23:27,041
<i>who cut a path through New York City
simply because she looked like</i>

1219
01:23:27,125 --> 01:23:30,250
<i>she had more important places to be
than anyone else.</i>

1220
01:23:30,333 --> 01:23:32,708
<i>I just had to get to that, I decided...</i>

1221
01:23:38,958 --> 01:23:41,625
<i>And no one could ever hurt me again.</i>

1222
01:23:55,333 --> 01:23:56,791
Oh, come on.

1223
01:24:01,000 --> 01:24:03,360
- Who wants another one?
- Yeah, grab me one.

1224
01:24:03,416 --> 01:24:05,208
One, two, three, four more?

1225
01:24:05,291 --> 01:24:07,625
- Yes, sir. Thank you.
- Here we go, boys.

1226
01:24:11,208 --> 01:24:13,583
There it is. I told you.

1227
01:24:14,166 --> 01:24:16,291
- You're home.
- Yeah!

1228
01:24:16,375 --> 01:24:17,708
Yeah.

1229
01:24:17,791 --> 01:24:18,791
I left.

1230
01:24:20,000 --> 01:24:21,000
I'm done.

1231
01:24:22,625 --> 01:24:23,625
It just, um...

1232
01:24:25,416 --> 01:24:26,750
It just didn't feel right.

1233
01:24:28,375 --> 01:24:31,208
You know, I'm thinking about
actually writing something myself.

1234
01:24:32,166 --> 01:24:33,583
Get it out of my system that way.

1235
01:24:38,791 --> 01:24:40,208
I think that's really smart.

1236
01:24:48,958 --> 01:24:50,583
Uh...

1237
01:24:53,041 --> 01:24:54,083
You want a drink?

1238
01:24:56,416 --> 01:24:59,208
Martini, straight up,
three olives, no vermouth.

1239
01:25:01,333 --> 01:25:03,541
- Vodka, olives coming right up.
- Okay.

1240
01:25:08,458 --> 01:25:10,250
Exactly. I didn't say that.

1241
01:25:16,416 --> 01:25:17,833
Thank you for your service.

1242
01:25:21,125 --> 01:25:23,791
Please don't be mad,
but I think I'm moving to London.

1243
01:25:26,666 --> 01:25:28,500
You think?

1244
01:25:29,750 --> 01:25:32,625
Well, guess what?
I am mad, so deal with it.

1245
01:25:39,166 --> 01:25:40,166
What's that?

1246
01:25:40,916 --> 01:25:42,291
I've written something.

1247
01:25:44,333 --> 01:25:46,041
You think<i> The Times </i>would want it?

1248
01:26:23,041 --> 01:26:25,500
You know what I wish I knew 38 years ago?

1249
01:26:27,750 --> 01:26:30,791
It's a lot easier
to be angry with the guy.

1250
01:26:34,541 --> 01:26:36,041
My high school boyfriend...

1251
01:26:41,166 --> 01:26:43,583
could be creative.

1252
01:26:45,291 --> 01:26:46,333
I'm sorry, LoLo.

1253
01:26:46,416 --> 01:26:49,500
It's all right.
There's no need to make a scene.

1254
01:26:50,583 --> 01:26:53,583
Your guys, I mean,
they rot in the ground or whatever,

1255
01:26:53,666 --> 01:26:55,375
but the people who love you,

1256
01:26:55,458 --> 01:26:57,125
who failed you so miserably,

1257
01:26:57,208 --> 01:26:59,958
stop trying to protect them
with this vague half-assery,

1258
01:27:00,041 --> 01:27:01,833
and you might actually
have something there.

1259
01:27:01,916 --> 01:27:03,833
But for now, let me be perfectly clear,

1260
01:27:04,458 --> 01:27:06,125
an approximation of honesty

1261
01:27:06,208 --> 01:27:08,375
doesn't make the cut
at the paper of record.

1262
01:27:08,458 --> 01:27:11,000
So, you know, take another swing at it.

1263
01:27:11,083 --> 01:27:13,041
Write it like no one will ever read it.

1264
01:27:13,125 --> 01:27:16,625
Not Luke, not your musty in-laws,
definitely not your parents.

1265
01:27:16,708 --> 01:27:19,583
That is how you write
something worth reading.

1266
01:27:21,541 --> 01:27:23,958
I mean, no one's
making you write about it.

1267
01:27:24,041 --> 01:27:26,250
I mean, go to London.
Go live your life with Luke.

1268
01:27:26,333 --> 01:27:28,833
Just decide something.

1269
01:27:29,375 --> 01:27:30,250
Decide.

1270
01:27:30,333 --> 01:27:32,000
I'm... I'm trying.

1271
01:27:34,916 --> 01:27:36,875
Look, I'll make it very simple for you.

1272
01:27:38,083 --> 01:27:41,166
You just say what it is that you want,

1273
01:27:41,250 --> 01:27:43,625
not what everyone else wants,

1274
01:27:43,708 --> 01:27:45,333
and then you do that.

1275
01:27:49,333 --> 01:27:52,041
- If you tell anyone what I just told you...
- I won't.

1276
01:27:52,125 --> 01:27:54,875
No, about it being 38 years
since I was a teenager,

1277
01:27:54,958 --> 01:27:58,000
I will hunt you down
and make you eat a carb.

1278
01:28:10,875 --> 01:28:13,750
I had a choice to make on that day.

1279
01:28:14,958 --> 01:28:17,333
I could blame the world
for what happened to me,

1280
01:28:18,375 --> 01:28:19,916
or I could find the opportunity.

1281
01:28:21,541 --> 01:28:24,625
Every challenge, every heartache,

1282
01:28:24,708 --> 01:28:26,250
every tragedy in life

1283
01:28:26,333 --> 01:28:30,083
offers an opportunity
to do something different,

1284
01:28:30,166 --> 01:28:31,166
to do something kind.

1285
01:28:31,250 --> 01:28:33,875
I told you.
So inspiring, right?

1286
01:28:33,958 --> 01:28:36,083
I haven't heard a word he's said.

1287
01:28:36,750 --> 01:28:39,916
- ...no one can ever take away that choice.
- Shh.

1288
01:29:05,416 --> 01:29:09,583
Look, I could admit that I lied
about your involvement in the shooting.

1289
01:29:11,083 --> 01:29:14,458
I was young a-and scared, confused.

1290
01:29:15,416 --> 01:29:17,333
People will understand that.

1291
01:29:19,416 --> 01:29:23,791
But... I don't know how the hell
I'm gonna explain what happened with us.

1292
01:29:25,333 --> 01:29:26,333
I have a wife.

1293
01:29:26,875 --> 01:29:28,375
<i>Three, two...</i>

1294
01:29:28,458 --> 01:29:29,458
Daughters.

1295
01:29:29,500 --> 01:29:31,333
<i>Mmm. Right at the buzzer.</i>

1296
01:29:31,416 --> 01:29:35,250
And this would destroy them.

1297
01:29:36,291 --> 01:29:38,916
But me, I was fair game?

1298
01:29:39,750 --> 01:29:41,875
I was just trying to get out ahead of you.

1299
01:29:42,500 --> 01:29:45,833
I was scared that you'd tell the cops
about that night at my house.

1300
01:29:46,500 --> 01:29:49,125
Plus, I was stuck in this,
and you weren't.

1301
01:29:49,958 --> 01:29:51,958
So I was so angry at you.

1302
01:29:54,166 --> 01:29:58,791
Do you know the difference between me
and someone like you, Dean?

1303
01:30:01,333 --> 01:30:03,541
Between me and an Arthur?

1304
01:30:03,625 --> 01:30:07,125
Because I was angry too,
so fucking angry you wouldn't believe it.

1305
01:30:07,208 --> 01:30:10,250
But my anger is like carbon monoxide.

1306
01:30:11,291 --> 01:30:16,041
It's odorless, tasteless,
colorless, and completely toxic

1307
01:30:17,416 --> 01:30:19,541
but only to me.

1308
01:30:20,583 --> 01:30:24,083
See, I don't take my anger out
on anyone other than my fucking self.

1309
01:30:24,166 --> 01:30:25,166
Shh.

1310
01:30:28,375 --> 01:30:30,958
I didn't mean for it to happen like that.

1311
01:30:31,750 --> 01:30:35,375
I was... drunk, you know?

1312
01:30:35,458 --> 01:30:38,916
I didn't even understand that
that is what I was doing.

1313
01:30:39,000 --> 01:30:40,500
Not when I was crying?

1314
01:30:41,166 --> 01:30:44,666
Not when I was begging you to wait. Wait.

1315
01:30:45,250 --> 01:30:49,250
Wait, like we were gonna... we were gonna
talk about it, figure it out.

1316
01:30:50,416 --> 01:30:52,541
Do you know that every time
I start to feel

1317
01:30:52,625 --> 01:30:55,708
just a little bit good about myself,
I remember that I begged...

1318
01:30:57,541 --> 01:30:58,833
and there that goes.

1319
01:31:02,208 --> 01:31:05,458
If you talk about that night,
I'll deny it...

1320
01:31:07,125 --> 01:31:10,875
and I'll double down on my claim
that you planned it with Arthur and Ben.

1321
01:31:12,875 --> 01:31:15,541
And there's a lot of people
that are gonna believe me.

1322
01:31:17,041 --> 01:31:19,500
Are you seriously
trying to threaten me right now?

1323
01:31:21,166 --> 01:31:23,375
I'm trying to offer you a deal.

1324
01:31:24,500 --> 01:31:25,333
Okay?

1325
01:31:25,416 --> 01:31:28,083
You don't talk about
what happened that night.

1326
01:31:29,125 --> 01:31:31,333
And I'll say you had nothing
to do with the shooting.

1327
01:31:32,208 --> 01:31:33,250
There it is.

1328
01:31:34,500 --> 01:31:36,833
Look, I know I was an asshole back then,

1329
01:31:37,416 --> 01:31:41,375
but I have made it my mission
to make up for that every day.

1330
01:31:44,250 --> 01:31:47,083
Does that...
Does that not count for anything?

1331
01:32:02,000 --> 01:32:03,000
Thank you.

1332
01:32:06,708 --> 01:32:08,291
See, I was a victim too...

1333
01:32:10,208 --> 01:32:12,333
but no one ever treated me like one.

1334
01:32:15,166 --> 01:32:18,125
So let's just stop
with your self-pitying bullshit.

1335
01:32:21,083 --> 01:32:24,583
Do you know how many times
I've said the word "rape" in my life?

1336
01:32:25,750 --> 01:32:29,208
I know, I fucking hate that word too.
Makes me wanna peel my skin off.

1337
01:32:30,166 --> 01:32:31,833
I wonder if you've ever used it,

1338
01:32:33,000 --> 01:32:34,000
even once.

1339
01:32:35,291 --> 01:32:36,166
Probably not.

1340
01:32:36,250 --> 01:32:37,625
Probably not.

1341
01:32:40,250 --> 01:32:42,416
So I'm gonna sit here and watch you squirm

1342
01:32:42,500 --> 01:32:44,666
while you make it
a part of your vocabulary.

1343
01:32:49,333 --> 01:32:50,333
Fine.

1344
01:32:50,791 --> 01:32:51,916
Fine.

1345
01:32:52,000 --> 01:32:53,000
You win.

1346
01:32:55,416 --> 01:32:56,500
I, uh...

1347
01:32:57,666 --> 01:32:58,666
I raped you.

1348
01:33:00,250 --> 01:33:01,250
Okay?

1349
01:33:22,625 --> 01:33:24,583
It's really just an honor
to meet you.

1350
01:33:25,083 --> 01:33:28,541
Um, thank you so much.
You're such an inspiration.

1351
01:33:41,791 --> 01:33:43,875
<i>So I'm gonna sit here
and watch you squirm</i>

1352
01:33:43,958 --> 01:33:46,208
<i>while you make it
a part of your vocabulary.</i>

1353
01:33:47,500 --> 01:33:49,500
<i>Fine. You win.</i>

1354
01:33:49,583 --> 01:33:50,833
<i>I, uh...</i>

1355
01:33:50,916 --> 01:33:51,916
<i>I raped you.</i>

1356
01:34:14,750 --> 01:34:15,750
Need a lift?

1357
01:34:51,041 --> 01:34:53,375
<i>Good riddance, TifAni FaNelli,</i>

1358
01:34:54,666 --> 01:34:56,583
<i>welcome, Ani Harrison.</i>

1359
01:35:07,333 --> 01:35:08,500
<i>You belong here.</i>

1360
01:35:10,791 --> 01:35:11,625
<i>You do.</i>

1361
01:35:11,708 --> 01:35:16,250
<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

1362
01:35:20,291 --> 01:35:26,750
<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

1363
01:35:29,041 --> 01:35:33,958
<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

1364
01:35:37,750 --> 01:35:44,541
<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

1365
01:36:03,625 --> 01:36:05,708
I'm sorry. One second.

1366
01:36:10,208 --> 01:36:11,583
One moment.

1367
01:36:13,166 --> 01:36:14,541
Yeah. Of course.

1368
01:36:16,833 --> 01:36:17,833
Okay.

1369
01:36:18,958 --> 01:36:20,708
Yeah. Thank you.

1370
01:36:21,375 --> 01:36:25,500
<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

1371
01:36:25,583 --> 01:36:27,708
Oh my God!

1372
01:36:36,000 --> 01:36:38,750
- Um, I'll... I'll catch up with you.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

1373
01:36:41,875 --> 01:36:42,875
Hey.

1374
01:36:43,458 --> 01:36:44,458
Um...

1375
01:36:45,083 --> 01:36:46,333
Can we go talk?

1376
01:36:47,583 --> 01:36:54,500
<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

1377
01:37:09,333 --> 01:37:11,250
This is running in<i> The New York Times?</i>

1378
01:37:12,833 --> 01:37:13,833
Yeah.

1379
01:37:18,375 --> 01:37:19,875
How could you not tell me about this?

1380
01:37:23,958 --> 01:37:24,791
I'm sorry.

1381
01:37:26,000 --> 01:37:28,250
I guess I... I just don't understand. I...

1382
01:37:29,041 --> 01:37:32,208
I always thought
you had moved on from all this.

1383
01:37:33,416 --> 01:37:36,708
I admired you for that.
I thought you were so tough.

1384
01:37:38,958 --> 01:37:44,041
So tough that I try to skip the part
where I hurt about this?

1385
01:37:44,833 --> 01:37:47,250
No. Until I do that, I'm just a fraud.

1386
01:37:47,333 --> 01:37:49,625
Fine, but can't you
work that out privately?

1387
01:37:49,708 --> 01:37:52,833
Do you have to get into the nitty-gritty
details for the whole world?

1388
01:37:54,916 --> 01:38:00,791
Those guys... were going around
making fun of the shape of my pubic hair.

1389
01:38:01,625 --> 01:38:04,083
They were making fun
of the sounds I was making.

1390
01:38:04,166 --> 01:38:07,541
- So yes, the nitty-gritty matters to me.
- They're dead.

1391
01:38:08,500 --> 01:38:12,125
And one of them is in a wheelchair.
Haven't they paid for their mistakes?

1392
01:38:12,208 --> 01:38:14,500
- Their mistakes?
- They fucked up. I'm agreeing with you.

1393
01:38:14,583 --> 01:38:18,875
No, no, no. A... A fuck-up is when you take
your parent's car without permission

1394
01:38:18,958 --> 01:38:20,375
and... and scratch the paint.

1395
01:38:20,458 --> 01:38:23,333
A fuck-up doesn't even begin
to encompass what they did to me.

1396
01:38:23,416 --> 01:38:25,583
Ani, it's our fucking rehearsal dinner.

1397
01:38:25,666 --> 01:38:27,666
How are we talking about this right now?

1398
01:38:29,541 --> 01:38:33,166
God! You used to be so different.
You used to be so fun.

1399
01:38:35,916 --> 01:38:38,250
- Fun?
- Yes, fun.

1400
01:38:38,791 --> 01:38:41,333
We used to have fun together. I miss that.

1401
01:38:45,708 --> 01:38:47,875
I don't know if I'm fun.

1402
01:38:49,333 --> 01:38:50,875
I don't know what's me

1403
01:38:52,541 --> 01:38:55,500
and what part I invented
to make people like me.

1404
01:38:57,291 --> 01:39:00,458
God, I used to be so proud of that. I-I...

1405
01:39:01,000 --> 01:39:04,458
I thought it was this chameleon
who was so much smarter than everyone.

1406
01:39:05,416 --> 01:39:08,125
So much smarter that
I don't even know a thing about myself.

1407
01:39:08,208 --> 01:39:09,958
Hey, hey. I don't believe that.

1408
01:39:10,041 --> 01:39:12,291
We can get back there. Hey, stop.

1409
01:39:13,625 --> 01:39:14,958
We can get back there.

1410
01:39:16,083 --> 01:39:19,083
I love you. You love me.
We can figure it out.

1411
01:39:24,041 --> 01:39:25,041
No.

1412
01:39:27,666 --> 01:39:30,833
Do you remember the time
you said you felt like a box

1413
01:39:31,333 --> 01:39:32,750
that I just checked off?

1414
01:39:37,375 --> 01:39:38,500
I do love you...

1415
01:39:44,583 --> 01:39:46,750
But I've been using you.

1416
01:39:49,083 --> 01:39:50,791
I resent you.

1417
01:39:51,291 --> 01:39:53,375
It's not... It's not fair.

1418
01:39:53,458 --> 01:39:57,750
You're not the one who hurt me,
but I... but I take it out on you.

1419
01:39:57,833 --> 01:40:00,791
- I've never felt like you resent me.
- Because I'm like a wind-up doll.

1420
01:40:00,875 --> 01:40:04,333
Turn my key, and I'll tell you
exactly what you wanna hear.

1421
01:40:06,625 --> 01:40:11,083
I have denied myself
and denied myself.

1422
01:40:12,708 --> 01:40:13,750
I'm fine.

1423
01:40:14,708 --> 01:40:15,875
I'm not hurt.

1424
01:40:16,458 --> 01:40:19,833
And it has... it has built up
this rage inside of me.

1425
01:40:22,583 --> 01:40:24,916
Look, I... I should've faced up
to all of this sooner.

1426
01:40:25,000 --> 01:40:27,208
I... I just think that I need to do it now

1427
01:40:27,291 --> 01:40:31,750
without worrying about what you
or anyone else thinks about it.

1428
01:40:33,916 --> 01:40:35,791
Is this really happening right now?

1429
01:41:27,458 --> 01:41:28,916
<i>It's like LoLo said,</i>

1430
01:41:29,000 --> 01:41:31,833
<i>an approximation of honesty
won't make the cut.</i>

1431
01:41:32,583 --> 01:41:34,250
<i>And that's what I had with Luke.</i>

1432
01:41:35,666 --> 01:41:37,041
<i>I hate that I hurt him,</i>

1433
01:41:38,375 --> 01:41:40,083
<i>but this is where I belong.</i>

1434
01:41:41,166 --> 01:41:43,750
<i>This is what I always wanted.</i>

1435
01:41:50,125 --> 01:41:52,208
<i>I'd be lying if I said I wasn't suffering</i>

1436
01:41:52,291 --> 01:41:54,875
<i>from a mild case of phantom limb syndrome.</i>

1437
01:41:56,375 --> 01:41:59,208
<i>But maybe things are brighter without it.</i>

1438
01:42:04,625 --> 01:42:06,291
"If you read one thing today,

1439
01:42:06,375 --> 01:42:10,375
it should be Ani FaNelli's essay
in<i> New York Times Magazine.</i>"

1440
01:42:10,458 --> 01:42:14,166
"I sent it to every woman I know,
and so should you!"

1441
01:42:14,250 --> 01:42:16,666
Oh, Dean Barton is so fucked!

1442
01:42:16,750 --> 01:42:17,666
Oh my God!

1443
01:42:17,750 --> 01:42:19,625
- Ooh! Get up!
- I'm up!

1444
01:42:19,708 --> 01:42:20,958
You're going viral!

1445
01:42:21,041 --> 01:42:24,541
- Oh my God.
- Ugh! Wait, do you... do you have any OJ?

1446
01:42:24,625 --> 01:42:27,208
Yeah, I keep the Sunny D
in the side door.

1447
01:42:27,291 --> 01:42:28,458
Ha-ha-ha-ha!

1448
01:42:28,541 --> 01:42:30,166
She's a funny writer girl.

1449
01:42:50,416 --> 01:42:51,541
Look it!

1450
01:42:51,625 --> 01:42:53,291
Look at this!

1451
01:42:53,375 --> 01:42:54,875
You look amazing.

1452
01:42:54,958 --> 01:42:57,375
Ah! I'm so proud of you.

1453
01:42:59,833 --> 01:43:03,750
<i>I just finished reading
your piece and am utterly haunted.</i>

1454
01:43:04,666 --> 01:43:06,250
<i>Thank you for speaking up.</i>

1455
01:43:06,916 --> 01:43:10,541
<i>From someone who has always felt like
no one would listen to her anyway.</i>

1456
01:43:16,250 --> 01:43:18,416
<i>I cried reading your essay.</i>

1457
01:43:20,125 --> 01:43:23,000
<i>Thank you for putting it out
into the world.</i>

1458
01:43:26,458 --> 01:43:29,916
<i>I was also assaulted
by a guy I thought was a friend.</i>

1459
01:43:30,500 --> 01:43:34,333
<i>Hearing your story gives me hope
that one day I can tell mine too.</i>

1460
01:43:36,041 --> 01:43:38,958
<i>I was raped while completely unconscious.</i>

1461
01:43:39,958 --> 01:43:41,875
<i>The lines about coming to</i>

1462
01:43:43,083 --> 01:43:45,083
<i>hit me so hard.</i>

1463
01:43:50,750 --> 01:43:52,458
<i>I never told anyone,</i>

1464
01:43:53,541 --> 01:43:54,875
<i>not even my husband.</i>

1465
01:44:25,291 --> 01:44:30,250
<i>When I sat down to write this essay,
the goal was to avenge my reputation,</i>

1466
01:44:30,916 --> 01:44:33,333
<i>maybe stick it to the people who hurt me.</i>

1467
01:44:34,791 --> 01:44:37,125
<i>But it's become so much more than that.</i>

1468
01:44:37,208 --> 01:44:40,291
- Ani. So nice to meet you.
<i>- So much more than me.</i>

1469
01:44:40,375 --> 01:44:41,750
Of course. Thank you.

1470
01:44:42,250 --> 01:44:43,958
Now, I read your op-ed...

1471
01:44:44,041 --> 01:44:46,750
<i>It's about the importance
of all of us speaking freely,</i>

1472
01:44:47,291 --> 01:44:49,458
<i>even if people wanna silence us.</i>

1473
01:44:50,041 --> 01:44:53,625
<i>So that we can become the kind of women
our younger selves would admire.</i>

1474
01:44:54,125 --> 01:44:57,291
I'm hearing from women
who have never shared their stories,

1475
01:44:57,375 --> 01:44:59,708
from women who have carried
this horrible thing

1476
01:44:59,791 --> 01:45:01,958
with them alone for 38 years,

1477
01:45:02,041 --> 01:45:06,500
and I just hope that no one
has to ever do that again.

1478
01:45:07,875 --> 01:45:10,458
I hope that people
feel compelled to share their stories,

1479
01:45:10,541 --> 01:45:12,916
to talk about what happened to them,

1480
01:45:13,000 --> 01:45:17,083
and to know
that you have nothing to be ashamed of.

1481
01:45:23,666 --> 01:45:24,666
Wow.

1482
01:45:25,250 --> 01:45:27,000
Ani, thank you so much for being here.

1483
01:45:27,083 --> 01:45:28,883
- Of course.
- Truly inspiring story.

1484
01:45:28,916 --> 01:45:29,916
Thank you.

1485
01:45:52,833 --> 01:45:54,375
TifAni FaNelli, right?

1486
01:45:55,041 --> 01:45:55,875
Yeah.

1487
01:45:55,958 --> 01:45:58,541
Sarah Gardener.
I cover public health for<i> Bloomberg.</i>

1488
01:45:59,041 --> 01:45:59,875
Okay.

1489
01:45:59,958 --> 01:46:02,125
Gun control is under my domain.

1490
01:46:02,208 --> 01:46:04,791
I've covered Dean Barton's career
quite extensively.

1491
01:46:05,375 --> 01:46:07,500
He's helped a lot of people
over the years.

1492
01:46:09,041 --> 01:46:11,541
Let's hope
your 15 minutes of fame will too.

1493
01:46:12,916 --> 01:46:13,916
Nice to meet you.

1494
01:46:14,958 --> 01:46:16,041
Nice to meet you.

1495
01:46:19,333 --> 01:46:21,416
Excuse me. I'm so sorry. I...

1496
01:46:21,500 --> 01:46:24,291
I would love to stay in touch,
but I already forgot your name.

1497
01:46:24,375 --> 01:46:25,642
- It's Sarah Gard...
- That's okay.

1498
01:46:25,666 --> 01:46:29,500
I'll just remember you as the woman
I told to go fuck herself on 5th Avenue.

1499
01:46:31,500 --> 01:46:33,958
<i>Gotta work
on that delivery, FaNelli,</i>

1500
01:46:34,041 --> 01:46:35,916
<i>but fuck that felt good.</i>

1501
01:46:40,958 --> 01:46:43,791
<i>♪ Not gonna stay here anymore ♪</i>

1502
01:46:44,958 --> 01:46:47,666
<i>♪ Stronger than I was before ♪</i>

1503
01:46:49,083 --> 01:46:51,500
<i>♪ I can finally breathe ♪</i>

1504
01:46:52,916 --> 01:46:56,083
<i>♪ Through all the crazy and the strange ♪</i>

1505
01:46:57,375 --> 01:47:00,250
<i>♪ With bare feet on the pavement ♪</i>

1506
01:47:00,333 --> 01:47:02,583
<i>♪ Out of control ♪</i>

1507
01:47:04,333 --> 01:47:06,625
<i>♪ Oh, I was frightened ♪</i>

1508
01:47:08,416 --> 01:47:10,416
<i>♪ Of letting it go ♪</i>

1509
01:47:12,625 --> 01:47:14,625
<i>♪ Now I'm free ♪</i>

1510
01:47:16,583 --> 01:47:18,541
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1511
01:47:20,666 --> 01:47:22,583
<i>♪ Oh, I'm free ♪</i>

1512
01:47:24,375 --> 01:47:27,166
<i>♪ From everyone ♪</i>

1513
01:47:29,333 --> 01:47:31,750
<i>♪ No secret where I've been ♪</i>

1514
01:47:33,125 --> 01:47:36,000
<i>♪ 'Cause the weight of my skin ♪</i>

1515
01:47:36,875 --> 01:47:39,291
<i>♪ Is like a memory ♪</i>

1516
01:47:40,875 --> 01:47:43,375
<i>♪ That keeps reminding me ♪</i>

1517
01:47:45,125 --> 01:47:48,000
<i>♪ Can't undo what I can't forget ♪</i>

1518
01:47:49,125 --> 01:47:52,000
<i>♪ Can't know what happens next ♪</i>

1519
01:47:52,666 --> 01:47:55,291
<i>♪ I found a way out ♪</i>

1520
01:47:56,583 --> 01:47:58,958
<i>♪ Yeah, I made my way out ♪</i>

1521
01:48:00,583 --> 01:48:02,416
<i>♪ Now I'm free ♪</i>

1522
01:48:04,583 --> 01:48:06,583
<i>♪ Yes, I'm free ♪</i>

1523
01:48:08,583 --> 01:48:10,541
<i>♪ Oh, I'm free ♪</i>

1524
01:48:12,291 --> 01:48:15,958
<i>♪ From everyone ♪</i>

1525
01:48:16,625 --> 01:48:19,000
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1526
01:48:20,625 --> 01:48:22,625
<i>♪ Oh, I'm free ♪</i>

1527
01:48:24,625 --> 01:48:26,625
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1528
01:48:28,375 --> 01:48:31,166
<i>♪ From everyone ♪</i>

1529
01:48:33,583 --> 01:48:36,125
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

1530
01:48:37,625 --> 01:48:40,291
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

1531
01:48:41,625 --> 01:48:44,250
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

1532
01:48:45,625 --> 01:48:48,125
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

1533
01:48:56,750 --> 01:48:59,041
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1534
01:49:00,916 --> 01:49:02,916
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1535
01:49:12,708 --> 01:49:14,208
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1536
01:49:16,333 --> 01:49:18,750
<i>♪ From everyone ♪</i>

1537
01:49:20,625 --> 01:49:22,666
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1538
01:49:24,583 --> 01:49:27,791
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1539
01:49:28,666 --> 01:49:31,375
<i>♪ Oh, I'm free ♪</i>

1540
01:49:32,125 --> 01:49:35,166
<i>♪ From everyone ♪</i>

1541
01:49:36,500 --> 01:49:38,500
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪</i>

1542
01:49:40,541 --> 01:49:43,000
<i>♪ Oh, I'm free ♪</i>

1543
01:49:44,125 --> 01:49:47,291
<i>♪ Finally letting it go ♪</i>

1544
01:49:48,333 --> 01:49:52,000
<i>♪ By letting you know ♪</i>